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Point of View: Firm

halos natanggalan ko na ng alikabok ang stage ng gymnasium pero walang chaos ang dumating, ngina talaga no'n gigil ako!

hindi na nga nagsorry sa mga pinagsasabi niya sa chat inin-dian pa ako. tapos sinabi niyang nandito na siya madaling madali na ako but to my dismay he just trolled me like how he always did.

well he did not agreed naman na tutulong siya diba firmei? eh ba't ka umaasang pupunta talaga si hangal?

aba bakit naman kasi hindi? well in the first place naman mga mamsh, obligado siyang tulungan ako like hello, hindi lang naman ako ang nagkasala. sino ba mga shunga na nagcutting di man lang nagpalit ng uniform tuloy nag papahamak sa amin? hindi ba si chaos?

subukan lang talaga akong pagtripan ni gago, swear to these alikabok i will never ever think twice na straight-in at i-upper cut ang mukha niya.

"are you always like that?" napatalon ako when someone talks, i looked behind and there i saw a dazzling demon charot sa part na dazzling.

nakahalukipkip si gago at para bang walang balak na magpunas kahit katiting na alikabok sa pintuang sinasandalan niya.

"ay nice, may balak ka palang pumunta." walang gana kong saad at binitawan ang mop (baka kasi masira ko na naman unconsciously sa sobrang galit) at pinulot ang basahan saka nagsimulang magpunas sa may bintana.

"sinundo ko si primma actually you should thank me for coming here." sabi nito at umupo sa may bleachers sa baba. nilingon ko siya, huwaw di naman makapal mukha niya.

"what would i thank for? that you are here being an all time jerk, no thank you. get out." matalas kong saad.

pagod na ako sa ugali ng isang ito kung baga hopeless case na ang pagiging jerk niya.

"sweetie, you should thank me because your annoying friend forgives you am i right?" napataas ang kilay ko.

"you bugged me to do this punishment together with you so that she will forgives you, right?" how did he know?

"ano naman sa'yo?"

"congratulations you nearly made me believes all your dramas." napalingon ako sa kaniya. he was staring at me, intently.

"what?" tumayo siya at lumapit sa akin. "did i hit another bulls eye?"

"jeon, do not push all the fault at me. you are at fault too, now if you do not want to make this fcking punishment then you can now leave because it will be highly appreciated if you just shut up and then get lost." i'm mad, really, mad.

"look, jeon, all that dramas are true and i did not said it for you to agreed. akala ko ba achi made you agreed? bakit parang sinisisi mo na naman ulit ako? like hindi ka ba nagsasawa? hindi rin kita pinilit na pumunta dito kahapon para lamang higitin ako sa clinic, i do not need none, jeon. i'm fine better off with anyone. kaya tangina awat na ha?" mahabang litanya ko.

nanginginig ako napansin ko na wala na akong nahahawakang salamin and that made me realize na nabasag ang salamin na pinupunasan ko. i was just staring at my hand palagi nalang hindi naman ako nasaktan o nasugatan kasi may benda.

"you are fine off better with anyone you said? what about ace and min? what about them?" he asked

"ano ba jeon, min is my brother now and ace.. he's.." hindi ko maituloy ang sasabihin ko.. i'm lost with words

fall.. i just need to fall..

"i'm falling for him.." the last sentence i constructed