Adopted By Conor Maynard Sequel

The thoughts

Evie POV
I kept hearing Zoe saying may name it kept going straight through me the voices in my head saying all sorts of hurtful things to me that made me believe it was true
Conor never will love you
He doesn't think of you as a daughter anymore
Prepare yourself for adoption centre again
Hope you enjoyed your old life cuz that's where you'll be
Just kill yourself already
My heavily breathing quicken and I sat with my hands in my hair and looking at the floor I could hear Zoe get up off the sofa and dash off somewhere it killed me inside I loved my life how it is but it's never gonna be like this again

"Get out of my head!" I whispered to myself

"Evie...go to the bathroom upstairs if you like?" Zoe said that's the only thing I heard my heavy breathing stopped but I was still anxious I nodded and looked up and felt tears roll down my cheeks and I got up and slowly walked to the bathroom

As I got up there I closed the door and looked in the mirror...is it wired I couldn't see my real self I felt different I headed the voices in my head again I moaned in pain quietly and I found the razor on the side and slowly picked it up my hands shaking and I put it near my arms....and cut deeper

Zoe POV
As me panicking I didn't know what to do I knew she was having a panic attack but I don't think I did the right thing but my panic mood came over me and then I hear joe and Alfie come in and I looked at them they saw me in panic

"You alright zo?" Joe asked me

"Evie's having a panic attack and I told her to go the the bathroom just to sort herself out..but I'm gonna go and check on her" I said

"Yeah that's a good idea...you never know what she could be doing" Alfie said I nodded and ran upstairs and near the bathroom door I could hear tears I knocked

"Evie?" I say slowly opening the door and she there sat on the ground in a ball blood dripping and the razor on the floor

"OH MY GOD! ALF! JOE!" I yelled panicking even more

"Yeah!" I hear Alfie yell coming upstairs filled by joe they came in and saw Evie

"Shit!" Joe muttered

"Gorgeous go downstairs!" Alfie said he wanted me out of there so I don't have a panic attack I felt anxious already so I went downstairs and grabbed myself some water and sat on the sofa stroking nala to calm me down

Evie POV
Me heavily breathing stopped and the voices stopped my tears kept rolling down my face I could hear muttering I look to see what I had done I remember I was at Zoe's I was back in reality

"Evie?" I hear a voice say I look up to see joe & Alfie

"You okay little one?" Alfie says holding his hand out to help me up as I did take the opportunity to stand up I look on the floor

"I'm so sorry I clean it up...that's so bad manners" I say Alfie and joe looked at each other my tears stopped and I was sniffling

"No no I'm not worried about that nether is Zoe...but how do you feel?" Alfie asked

"Okay I suppose..." I said quietly

"I think it's best you stay here tonight...joe said and we have agreed"Alfie said I nodded

"You wanna clean that arm up?" Joe said I nodded and went to the sink and Alfie cleaned the mess up I turned on the tap and poured cold water the stinging hurt a squinted at the pain joe rubbed my back

"I've got to show you something on the computer before you go to bed? It might help you understand somethings" joe said I looked and Alfie had gone I nodded

"Come down for food when your ready and I'll show you okay?" Joe says I nodded and he walked out the room and my phone buzzed again I looked it was tweets

Conormaynard:just dropped the cover with @anthmelo hope you like it...it quite special to me really the song is amazing and tells a story in my life right now x

Jackmaynard23:you guys killed it....hope you come back soon ❤️

Oh my god! What's gonna happen vote and comment and I'll speak to you soon!-Evie xx