I'll have to leave for a bit

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At joes house on the balcony garden with jack,Caspar,josh and Evie inside
Conor POV
L.a.....good old l.a I've had the flight booked for ages but I'm going solo not with Evie or anyone jack said he would look after her but it's time I tell her because I'm gone for a 2 months and that's a long time but it's for my music and that's also important to me...two main things that are important to me is my music and Evie but this is one risk I have to do...I don't wanna leave her...and I'm sure she doesn't wanna see me leave but it has to happen

"Mate I'm gonna tell her" I say to jack and straight away he knew

"What?" Caspar said

"L.a I'm going for 2 months to work on music with anth and my second album and singles and I haven't told Evie yet" I said see me and jack only know the rest of the boys don't know

"Well Evie loves l.a so...who going just you to or?" Josh said

"Well erm...I'm going by myself not with erm...Evie" I said

"No!" Joe said

"I know..."I said messing with my phone the thing is I don't know who she gonna take it I mean she maybe fine with it but there's a 99% chance that will happen to be honest and it also kills me to see myself leaving her with jack

"Buddy..you can't just do that to her she gonna be distort for 2 months" Caspar said

"That's the thing I have to go but she can't go because she just got back on gleam team and she got homeschooling and if she came she wouldn't be allowed in the studio and also that I don't wanna leave her and I know she won't be happy and that will kill me even more and she gonna stay with jack but I...I just have to go!" I say it was killing me inside it was silence til I couldn't keep quiet

"Evie! Come here!" I yell the boys heads darted and looked at me and she stood near the doors

"Yeah...what you need?" She said I looked at her and she just had the cutest face ever her hazel eyes and mousy brown hair and her black leggings and pink sugg life hoodie on and just her white sport socks on and also no make up....she just looked adorable

"I...I-I can't do it?.....basically I need to talk to you"I said she nodded cutely

"Well I'm gonna be gone for a while..." I said and looked at her her eyes looking around

"I don't understand"she said I sighed

"Basically I'm going to l.a for 2 months and it's for music and covers and singles and you have to stay here with jack in his apartment and I'll be back soon and..." I say and she burst into tears

"Evie..." jack said I put my arms out and she sat on my knees and I hugged her and she cried and I looked at the boys and they knew it killed me inside

"I want you to stay" she wailed

"I can't I'm sorry" I say and she cried more and I wanted to cry this will be the longest that we been away from each other and if i had to go somewhere for that long she would come with me but she can't and I can't just cannot go

"Please...don't leave me" she cried and cried

"Joe get her a drink will you?" I said

"Yeah I was thinking that" joe said and he stood up and went to get a drink

"Please...dad?" She said and when she says 'dad' I know she does want me badly to stay but I can't and it's killing me inside even more

"When do you go?"

"Not tomorrow but the morning ish the next day a-" I started to say til she cried more

"Bless her" josh said and joe came back with the water and she sat up

"Cor even with ice..joe done that especially for you!" I say trying to change the mood the boys laughed

"Thank you" she said as she took the drink

"You welcome love" he said as she took a sip and set it on the table care

"Right is the water works over?" I asked she nodded as she wiped her tears

"Right where gonna keep this happy..because I'm dead inside" I laughed at the end with the boys making her laugh

"Also I'm so happy Evie that you wanna live with me for 2 months that you cried" jack said sarcastically but joking she laughed

"So I don't wanna leave at all but I don't want you thinking like I've gone and not gonna speak to you in 2 months because I'll call FaceTime as much as I can I'll try everyday but I'll be busy and also time zone so...but I'll be back before you know it" I said she nodded as she took a sip of her drink again and set it down

"Also uncle jack is the best!" Jack said

"So is uncle Caspar!" Caspar said

"Does he count..." Evie asked we burst out laughing

"Not really but I bet you'll see joe a lot!" I said

"You are my next guessed on the poop scoop!" Joe said making her smile cuz she asked to be on it sometimes

"Also see Oli?" I said

"Who will probably give you like a bloody I pad or something" jack said making us all laugh

"See josh and Caspar" I said

"You can be in my videos!" Josh said

"Boost up the views" jack joked we all laughed

"Oh yeah jack I want Evie having no contact with mikey because I'm scared he gonna wash her brain with bad memories and screaming for me to come home because god knows what will happen" I joked making them all laugh

"I don't mind mikey he just funny to laugh at.."Evie said making us laugh so much

It maybe pretty now....but give it the day I say bye and it won't be this it will be pretty ugly

Hayyy sorry for the lack of upload on this book I've mainly focused on my other book but please comment and vote also please leave some comments on 'London love the sequel to London lovers' I barely get feed back now and it doesn't feel right I'm trying my hardest and I dunno if you enjoyed it or not please comment And on my other book also my 'Conor Maynard images' thanks-Evie xox

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