Unexpected but Beautiful

Chapter 8: Helpless and Worthless

As I looked up I saw Lucas standing at he door of my locker with three of his friends next to him, and they all were just looking at me straight in the eye. I turned around and started walking the opposite way hoping they would loose sight of me in the crowd of people i walked through. But right as they saw me move they began to follow me. I got very nervous and scared.

I gradually started to walk faster and faster, as did they. Soon enough I started to run through the long narrow hallways, pushing a bunch of people to my side. I looked back and took a swift turn. Luckily I saw the janitor's closet on the side of the hallway. I opened the door, then shut the door and backed away from the door.

When the bell rang there was bunch of ruckus outside the door. After that all faded away I very carefully and cautiously opened the door.Thankfully there was no one outside the closet in sight. I started to walk through the long empty hallway to my locker. My locker was all the way back at the beginning of the hallway so it was quite a walk. Before I could reach my locker, a hand came over my mouth, and an arm wrapped around my torso. I immediately knew who it was, so I started to kick and wriggle around. He carried me right outside the front door and out around to the back of the school.

Lucas grabbed my wrist and pulled me forcefully to the back of the school. I started to cry from the pain of Lucas's grip on my wrist. It brought back too many terrible memories, he would always grab me by my left wrist. Therefore causing my wrist to be weak, and bruised.

Once we reach the back of the school he slammed me against the brick wall and yelled at me in a very angry voice, pounding his fist against the wall behind me causing me to jump every time he did it. As he was yelling at me I turned my head to the side too afraid to look at him, and I started to cry even more, I closed my eyes tight and clenched my teeth together. At this very moment in my life I was so scared...about well...everything.

I was scared I was never going to see Jc again and tell him how much I love him, I was scared I was never going to see my friends again and tell them how much I appreciate them, I was scared I wasn't going I wasn't going to live to graduate High School, most of all......I was scared i was going to die.

I didn't feel his fist pounding against the wall any more, so I opened my eyes and looked at him. he had his fisted raised and before I could even blink he hit me right in my nose causing me to slam my head against the hard, brick wall behind me. I held my nose, then he kicked me right in my shin, I sank down to the ground , I held my knee close to my face. He then, pinned my head to the gravel on the ground and lasted with a big, forceful kick to my stomach. I curled up into a ball and started to cry probably the hardest I've ever cried in my life. Just then he whispered these words in my ear

"You are a worthless piece of trash."

He then got up and left me there on the ground curled in pain and sobbing. 

At that very moment in my life I felt like the most worthless, helpless, un-beautiful, un-loved person in the entire world.

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Hey guys I hope you enjoyed the chapter.

But since this chapter is what it is about, all of you should know you are beautiful and so so so worthy of being here today!!! And you are loved by countless people in your life!! Don't for get any of this!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY GUYS!!!!