Unexpected but Beautiful

Chapter 20: Heart and Mind

I didn't want to think of Jc but, I just couldn't help but think of the day we met, the warmth of his hug, the electricity that traveled through the palms of his hands, the light from his finger tips,  the passion in his kiss, the protection in his arms, how he stayed with me, loved me...... and ...... saved me.

Kian's Pov:

I walked into school and there were posters everywhere, about Bella I almost wanted to vomit because of the filthy things people said and are saying to Bella. I then looked over and her locker was wide open with paper scraps that pooled the floor below it. I walked over and looked and I immediately ran down the hallway. They were empty and echoey, everyone was in class already, but I doubt Bella was and that worried me! I turned the corner and she walks out of the bathroom. She looked terrible, I knew she was crying in there. I rushed to her side and asked her if she was okay. That's when she blew up!

"Get away from me!!" she exclaimed

"What's wrong? What is all this??" I said looking around at the walls.

"HMMMM, yeah I wonder what happened Kian!!!" she said sarcastically.

"Did I do something? I thought you said you loved me?!" I stated confused.

"No, Kian, I didn't, those pictures are fake!! That whole tweet is fake!! And now my whole life is ruined because of it!! Who knew that something this small could ruin your whole life and tear it apart memory, by memory, slowly, to make sure  you can feel every inch if pain that goes with it!!!" she said getting louder and louder, then bursting in tears!

"Oh... " I said looking down at my fingers fiddling together. "I'm so sorry, I caused so much distress in your life! But can I just say that you are pretty much pushing everyone away in your life that cares about you!! First Jc! If your this sad and upset then do something about it! But instead you are moping around, letting yourself fall down hill, and allowing all of these bastards to push you around and treat you like this!!! And now me! I'm sorry Bella. Hope you find peace again? Now what are you going to do with that?" I wasn't saying that to be mean I was saying it in hope that she would open her eyes to what she's capable of. Because I still love her but it's obvious she doesn't want me the way I feel I NEED her.

Jc's Pov:

I sat at the airport and started to cry as I looked out the big window. My mind fills with memories  of Bella and I, when we were cuddling on her couch watching movies, all the times she told me she loves me, I missed the feeling of her head meeting my lips. Just then I opened my phone to Facebook and there was video of Bella at school and people were throwing things at her, calling her names that were unbearable to hear, and tears streaming down her cheeks, it ended with her sitting on the floor with papers all around her, she was crying even harder, which caused me to as well. Just as I closed my phone I physically FELT my heart snap in two. i started to get more and more worried about her. I had no idea what to do, my heart was telling me, go to her, but my mind was telling my to............go to her.....