Unexpected but Beautiful

Chapter 21: Only you in my Mind

Bella's Pov:

As I stood there listening to Kian, I started to believe him, but he has the tendency of putting people under a spell. At that moment I wanted to throw something, hit someone but I knew that was't the right thing to do. I can differ good from bad. I can tell when something is not the right thing to do.....but I can't help myself when it comes to action. I then opened my mouth to say

"You know what Kian maybe your right, maybe I do push people away. But it's better than pulling people into your life and making them feel like they are in a fantasy world that we ALL know would never be real, and then remove them from the environment and crush and crumble their life into pieces...... like you did to me!" with every statement I would inch closer to Kian once I was at his feet, when the last word slipped off my lips I slapped him.

Kian's Pov:

Balla started to scare me with the way she was walking towards me, and the words that slurred out of her mouth. And then she slapped me! I flipped my head to the side, held my cheek and stretched out my jaw. Once my eyes met with hers again they were filled with water. Then she blinked letting all her tears trickle down her face. I then said

"Fine then, fine if you dread seeing me breathe, having knowledge of my exsistance, looking in my direction!!!...........knowing that I love you. Then I'll leave, I'll never enter your life again!! Doesn't this sound like a familiar situation.. That I helped you out of???!!!!!" I was then shouting

"F-Fine then!!!" she said her voice weak and cracky.

"Fine!" I said back growing quieter and on the verge of tears.

It killed me to be walking away from Bella, but if her tired, beautiful blue eyes couldn't stand looking into mine then I would't make her. The only thing that matters to me is that if she is happy, and if this is what it takes......so be it.

Jc's Pov:

I sat in the seat still thinking of Bella and her cute smile and the laugh of hers that makes you want to give your ears to her so you can always hear her laugh. In about an hour they were going to call my flight for boarding, and I still didn't know what to do! I don't want it to seen like I'm not strong enough to leave, but I want her to know that I still love her.... and perhaps even more than love!