Cold Colours (EDITING)

Blood 2.O

Levi's POV

"None? None at at!" I slam my hands down on the medal table, glaring at the wrinkled old man in front of me. He sat in the chair with his arms crossed, his compassion filled brown eyes watching me with sympathy he tried to keep from his voice.

"Sir I'm sorry, it is surprising for all of us. But this man has no medical records." The doctor looks at me with a knowing look, explaining things with a tone of seriousness. He could sense my anger. He was trying to calm me. I knew this.

Yet I let out a low growl at his words. My hands lift from the table, my feet tapping against the tile as I began to pace around the man's office. Glass completely surrounded us, letting light and walking people peep through. I could see everything, yet they seemed to not even be aware of me or the panic I was feeling. Panic that I was covering up with anger.

"What about other information? Is there anything?" I suddenly ask, not even bothering to look up at the doctor. My brain was runnin a marathon trying to piece together a puzzle I didn't have half the pieces to. All I could think of was that cut...

That cut that healed when it shouldn't have. I had only ever seen that in a certain sort of person... and lets just say I did NOT want (Y/N) being put next to anyone like that.

"Actually... There is one thing. A name. Found on the inside of his arm... a tattoo of sorts." The doctor mutters, scrambling through a few papers on his desk. Things fall to the ground, but nether of us pay too much attention to them. I don't even watch him. It was like my body was incapable of staying still. Like pacing around this man's office was the only thing keeping me from falling over and dying.

"Reiner Braun." The doctor says with little emotion. As soon as he name left his lips he drops the paper, looking up at me once more. I wasn't sure if he was looking for a reaction or something else, but... he definitely got a reaction.

As though I was struck with a freeze ray my body stops. My 'lifesaving' pacing came to an end with two little words... just two little words. Two words that meant oh so much to me.

Reiner. That rung a bell. A very dark, very old one that was never supposed to be touched in the first place.

"You're joking..." My face contorts into pain and confusion. This was not happening...

It was true. It was all true. Every fear I had ever managed to fear in my tiny head was turning into a VERY dark and bleak reality.

"I'm afraid I'm not sir. Do you know him?" The doctor tilts his head, and I watch as he examines me from a distance. For a moment I felt like a science project.

"I sure as hell do..." I trail off, my mind somewhere else. I stare emotionlessly at the wall in front of me, a frown set on my face. The first thing my brain looked for was... 'why'

If this was true... if that really was someone as bad as Reiner, why was he - (Y/N) - in this situation? He needed someone to blame. He wouldn't be able to get anywhere while he had no one to blame... "Why did you give her a transplant in the first place! Weren't the risks too high?"

"Sir, mrs. (L/N) would have died if we hadn't." The doctor quickly retorts. He plays this game as if he had played it before. As if he had won it before...

Obviously I couldn't blame him, then...

So who was left?

Erwin? Eren? (F/N)?

No... they had nothing to do with this. It was someone... more involved.

Someone who started all of this...

It was my fault. Not that I was going to let anyone know that...

"...You have no idea what you've done!" I shout, my eyes burning. I could feel the tears I refused to let go pool in my eyes. My body was shaking with rage, (Y/N) filling my mind. (Y/N)... with black and red eyes. "You have no idea..."
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Your POV

"Really, I'm fine. I promise." I smile up at (F/N), holding onto her hand supportively. "I just need to see the sun again."

"And eat something I would hope." Eren says from behind (F/N). I roll my eyes, chuckling as I look back at Eren. He had a very serious look on his face, the humor I had expected to see... simply not there. For a moment I feel a shot of panic, but it quickly dies down. Eren was just being his weird self. Everything was okay.

"And eat something." I say with a smile to Eren. I could feel (F/N) smile from beside me, and I relaxed quickly afterwards.

With that done, I turn to the double doors in front of me. Even though I could see the outside world from the tinted glass that stood in front of me I wanted nothing more than to step outside into the autumn air. With the small amount of food I had been eating, I knew I just needed a little breeze to calm my nerves...

For two days I was stuck in that hospital. I had argued that I was fine, but the doctors held me for observation. After the first few hours Levi left with a more or less pissed look on his face, and I doubted that he would so much as talk to me ever again...

But he still came. Even when I think about it my heart swells. Levi cares enough to at least make sure I was alive. Baby steps, right?

"Hey! I know! Why don't we go to your favorite restaurant (Y/N)! To celebrate!" (F/N) smiles brightly, knocking me from my thoughts. I look over at her, smiling softly. No matter how many times she told me she believed me about my eating problem I could still see the fear in her eyes. She was more scared of this than I was, and she was trying anything and everything she could think of to try and get me to eat. I pat her hand, smiling softly.

I didn't even want food from my favorite restaurant...

"That seems like a good idea." Eren chimes in from behind us, his eyes burning into the back of my head. It was like he was a teacher handing out tests. I was that one student he knew cheated and he wanted to catch me doing it... it was unsettling... I refuse to look back at him, instead sighing and closing my eyes for a brief moment.

"Ah guys I don't know..." I mutter, biting my lip as I open my eyes to a frowning (F/N). I didn't want to worry her... but I was afraid I had to...

"Aw come on (Y/N)! You survived a car crash I think you deserve a reward." (F/N) gives me a look, smirking at me when she saw my skeptical look.

"For living?" I say sarcastically, a smile already crossing my face. For once my best friend was back, and boy did I miss her...

"Exactly." She said matter of factly, nodding her head as she giggles.

I laugh at my best friend and roll my eyes. (F/N) always found a way to bring up my mood. "Okay, we can go eat."

"Yay!" (F/N) giggles like a child, stepping forwards and throwing open the hospital doors.