Love and Hate

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I don't dream anymore
And maybe its because
I don't really feel anymore
I liked a guy
And we talked for awhile
But he stopped
Texting back
And I wasn't
Even slightly hurt
Probably because
I wasn't surprised
But maybe its because
I've been hurt so much
I've grown used to
The feeling
My younger cousin
Kissed me today
And told me she loved me
And I guess I said it back
Because it was a reaction
But as I walked to
My next class
I wondered if I meant it
And I decided that I had
Because my brain
Decided to say the words
Before I even really
Thought to much about it
But doesn't your mind
Do the same thing
When you tell someone
That you hate them

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