requested by NurInsyirah6
Rin Min's POV
Strolling back and forth in front of the arrival gate of Incheon Airport, I couldn't help but to check the flight schedule every ten seconds. It's been two and a half years since I last seen Jimin in real life. Park Jimin, my first and last boyfriend. He's a very busy person which I totally understand. He left for France to finish his studies and we were forced into a long distance relationship but finally the long wait is over.
Of course I was scared, I was scared if he has changed. If he fell for anyone else, if the heart I claimed is no longer mine, I wouldn't know what to do with life. Clenching my fist, I take in a huge breath.
A group of people came out of the door. Behind the crowd was Park Jimin waving enthusiastically at me. "Rin Min ah!" he yelled. We couldn't wait for each other as I ran for him and he ran to me. We glued our bodies like magnets. This warmth, this hug was all I needed. He had his hands wrapped around my waist tightly. "I missed you." One of his hands brushed my hair.
Tears I've kept in the last two and a half years rolled down. "I missed you too." I cried. We didn't let go one another. I just wished time stopped. I wished I could stay in his embrace for the rest of my life. We broke the hug and gazed at each other. His eyes were watery too but he didn't let them slide down. I knew he wanted be strong... for me. And I have to be strong... for him.
"You're so beautiful," he said, cupping my face. My hands that were on his shoulders found their way up onto his face. "You got even smaller. I'm going make your favorite dishes." I exclaimed, pinching his cheeks. "Let's go then," he smiled and said, then picked up his luggage.
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I was waiting for the soup to boil as Jimin was hugging me from behind. He didn't even shower because he didn't want to lose one second he has with me. He had to leave next month because his course isn't finished yet. It's a fact we both wanted to ignore, at least for the first three days.Finally the soup was cooked so I placed it on the table and placed dishes to eat. "It smells so good." He exclaimed as he sat down. I put some into his bowl as we started eating. "Back at the dorm, I really dreamt of eating with you together like this." He smiled. I was so happy he liked it. I couldn't believe he was even real.
"I dream the same thing Jimin, everyday, every second, every moment of my life." I smiled back. It seemed to hit him inside. He stood up from his seat and came closer to press a soft kiss on my forehead. "I'm sorry for letting you go through this."
I shook his head, "It's not tiring as long as you still love me." I assured him. He looked so happy when I said that. "I love you Park Rin Min," he tucked my hair behind my ears. "I love you more Jimin." I said back.
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After lunch, we decided to watch a movie on my couch. I laid on his lap as the started the movie - Dear John. (Sad af, author nim cried every time I watch it.""Amanda Seyfriend is so pretty." Jimin said while putting popcorn into my mouth. I shrugged, "Of course she is. Also Channing Tatum, his abs makes me hungry." I teased. "Really?" the end of Jimin's lips curled up into a smirk.
He caressed my cheeks softly without saying anything. I giggled in return. He leaned in slowly and sealed our lips against each other. I lifted myself a little so he didn't have to bend much. His hands were on my neck as we passionately kissed each other. I easily let him take the lead.
God how much I missed this. My hands hold onto his shoulders as the kiss became rougher. We broke the kiss as we both ran out of breath. But he didn't kiss me again. "What's wrong?" I asked.
He shook his head, "I can't do this right now." He softly said, sticking his eyeballs to the ground. My eyes filled with sadness. Does he not want me?
"Is it me?" I asked, sounding a bit sad. He shook his head, "No Rin Min, it's because I value you." He defended. "I don't think so." My tone changed into an angrier one. "If it's not me, it's you. Did you find someone else?" I asked with a obvious frown on my face.
"Of course not," he shook his head. "I'd never do that to you." He stretched out his hand for me but I dodged. "I'm going to buy some groceries." I stood up and left after grabbing my jacket and purse.
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When I came back I saw in sitting on the couch, not moving an inch from earlier. I placed the groceries on the kitchen counter and turned to him. "Rin Min ah, let's talk please." he pleaded, coming closer to me. I sighed. I knew what he was about to say. He was going to say sorry for the thousandth time for leaving me. I couldn't blame him too. He's chasing his dreams, I can't hold him back. I couldn't.
"Jimin, I know you're leaving again." I released a slight sigh. His hands grabbed mine and kept them between his. "I don't want you to misunderstand me," he said gently. "I love you, I will only love you." He said. I nodded but still failed to smile back.
"Honestly, I'm really scared of leaving you again. My course is extended for the next two years. The past two and a half years has been hell to me," one his hands crept up onto my right cheek and carefully brushed it with his thumb. "And that is why I don't plan to leave you again." he said.
My eyes widened, filling with hope. I looked up into his smiling face. He let my hands go and snuffed it into his pocket, pulling out a small black box. He went on his knees onto the floor and smiled at me. That smile was special. It was too sincere I couldn't help but returned the best smile I could afford. He opened it as a diamond ring was in it.
"Park Rin Min, will you marry me?" he asked. I felt like fireworks were blooming next to me. My heart raced as I was frozen for a moment. "J-Jimin, are you serious?" I asked, still not believing the situation. He chuckled, "Yes, I've saved enough for both of us. Follow me to France, will you?" he signaled that he was still on his knees.
"Yes! Definately! Of course yes Jimin! I'll marry you!" I screamed. He pulled out the ring and wore it on my ring finger. He pulled me as his lips crushed into mine. He teased me by letting me take the lead for awhile. His hands playfully danced around my waist and back. It was just any kiss, we both knew where this kiss was going. It was going to my bedroom.
LET ME STOP HERE! What if one day Jimin proposed you, how would you react?
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