Loving you is like SUICIDE

CHAPTER 3

(JANDER'S POV)

After I left the room because I can't stop myself na baka umiyak at masira yung acting ko I went straight to the garden and thankfully no one was there except me...

Then without me realizing it, tears went down from my eyes...I can't do this anymore....Hindi ko na kaya...

I dialed my father's number " Hey I can't do this anymore!"

"You have to do this! If you really love her kailangan mong gawin to!" sigaw ng dad ko.

" But I can't bear to see her being hurt anymore!" sabi kong galit.

"Bahala ka!" Iyon lang sabi ng dad ko and he ended the call.

"This is unbelievable! Ughhhh!" I suddenly punched the table which is in the garden because of frustration. I didn't care when blood poured down my hands mas masakit pa ito sa nararamdaman ni Dara I know.....

(SHARLOM'S POV)

Naaawa ako sa bestfriend ko because of the things na pinagdaraanan niya. Pumunta akong garden and I was shocked to see Jander there na umiiyak? Umiiyak nga ba? Hindi naman siguro baka pawis lang then I saw his hands...

"Jander!" I shouted.

Bago siya lumingon pinunasan niya yung pawis niya or luha? Impossible pawis iyon alam ko...

"Oh? Bakit?" He said.

" Punta na tayong clinic" I said.

Tumalikod siya at hindi ako pinansin...talaga itong lalaking ito, hinila ko nalang siya....kahit na galit ako sa kanya dahil sinaktan niya ang bestfriend ko, I have to do this because his hand is hurt so much with so much blood pouring out from it.

Andito na ako ngayon sa labas ng clinic at hinihintay si Jander.

Pagagalitan ko siya! Porke ba't tinulungan ko siya okay na ang lahat? Hindi! Naaawa na nga ako kay bestfriend eh! Kitang kita mo kung paano siya nasasaktan tapos ito nga gra-graduate na nga kami and unexpected things happened. Ang saya saya nga nilang dalawa this past weeks and months tapos ngayon hiwalay na sila...Ang gulo nila, kasalanan naman kasi nitong lalaking hinihintay ko ngayon dito sa labas ng clinic kasi pinaglaruan niya lang si bestfriend.

Bumukas ang pinto at...

" Hoy! Ikaw na lalaki ka! Walang hiya ka din no?! Ang kapal ng mukha mo! Bakit mo sinaktan ang bestfriend ko!?" galit na sabi ko.

" Tss...just tell your bestfriend all was just a game" sabi nitong seryoso at nakakatakot ang mukha.

"Why? Bakit mo siya sinasaktan ng ganito? I-I thought you love her?!" Aba! I'm not afraid of him kasi bestfriend ko ang sinaktan niya.

"It's none of your freaking business!!!" galit na sabi niya.

Dahil sa galit nasampal ko siya, sumosobra na siya bakit naman wala akong pakialam? Ang bastos niya, " Wala kang kwentang lalaki! Don't you know na ikaw lang ang naging boyfriend ni Lyn-Lyn!? She's so hurt right now ng dahil lang sa pagmamahal niya sa isang katulad mo! So don't you ever show your face to her anymore or else...ipapapatay kita!!!" I shouted and walked out.

(DARA'S POV)

After niya akong iniwan pumunta na ako sa parking lot and went inside my car crying, pinahiya niya ako sa maraming tao. I hate him...I think I have to accept the arrange marriage that Dad has told me, to forget all of this and maybe kapag tinanggap ko ito I might move on from that jerk...

"Okay Dara stop crying everything will be alright, he is not worth your tears" I said to myself then wiped my tears.

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"Dad pumapayag na ako sa arrange marriage na iyan" I said calmly.

"That's good Lyn" Dad said and smiled.

"Dad bakit ka ba pumayag sa arrange marriage na iyan?" I asked with curiousity.

"Well its for your own good lyn, hindi naman ako basta basta nagdedesisyon na hindi ko pinag-iisapan ng mabuti." Dad said seriously

"For my own good?" I asked, Okay maybe its really for my own good para makalimutan ko na siya...Naiiyak nanaman ako kasi naaalala ko siya.

"Yeah it really is" Dad said seriously again

"Okay then if its really for my own good then i'll do it" I said determined.

"You won't regret it" Dad said with a smile pero there was something in his eyes that made me hesitant. I don't know what or why, maybe its just my imagination.

" Okay got it" I said then kissed his forehead and went to my bedroom.

Humiga ako sa kama ko at nakatulalang tinitigan yung kisame ng room ko.

Biglang bumukas yung pinto kaya napatingin ako doon and I saw my dad entering my room.

" Uhh...I have to tell you something" He said seriously.

" What is it dad?" I asked.

" I talked with your fiancee's father and he told me that you will meet with him tomorrow...you'll meet with your fiancee at this place" He told me and handed me a piece of paper.

I just accepted it and said "okay" na parang wala lang...I'm not in the mood to argue anymore sabagay pumayag naman na ako sa arrange marriage na iyan.

Then Dad went out off my room...

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As what Dad said that i'll meet him, ngayon na iyon that's why I went out to meet my soon-to-be-husband na walang gana.Wala nga pala kaming pasok ngayon because its sunday.

I was on my way to the place where I will meet him. Nakarating na rin ako. I parked my car and went to the restaurant where I was assigned to meet him.

" Excuse me miss, uhmm can you tell me kung saan itong banda ng restaurant?" I asked and handed her the piece of paper na binigay ng dad ko.

" Ahh, VIP room po ma'am, please follow me nalang po" She said and she started walking then I followed her while going, I felt nervous, I don't know why parang may something na...Oh well maybe napaparanoid lang ako.

"Dito na po ma'am" she said.

"Thank you" I said then she nodded at umalis na siya.

I opened the door and I saw a guy na nakatalikod sa akin.

" Oh you're already here, I'm sorry to keep you waiting by the way im your fian-" Naputol yung sasabihin ko nang humarap ang lalaki, I was really shocked! why!? why him sa lahat ng tao bakit siya pa?!

"Y-you?!" I asked still shocked.

"Yeah its me, surprised?" He said.

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hwahwahwa....sino kaya ang fiancee ni Dara? take a guess...maybe your right...

I Hope you enjoyed this update...saranghae guys...

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wait for the next UD guys...mamats...^___^