Loving you is like SUICIDE

CHAPTER 10

"That girl...I-I can't believe na ganun pala siya" sabi nito bigla.

"Mine is different though pero there are some instances na medyo magkapareho tayo" I began at humiwalay na sa kanya.

"He became my boyfriend for about 3 years, ang saya saya namin mas lalo na ako because I know that he loves me too but unexpected things took place.
Humiwalay siya sa akin, the next day I saw a picture of him kissing another girl.Tapos my father arranged a marriage for me dahil nga gusto ko ng magmove on I accepted it tapos malaman laman kong yung ex ko ang ipapakasal sa akin, ayaw ko sana pero I have to do it because...I can't tell you its personal."

"It's okay, then what happened?" he asked.

"Ikinasal ako sa kanya kanina lang through papers. Yes I still love him pero lagi niya naman akong sinasaktan, sabi ko I will move on pero kapag nakikita ko siya nararamdaman kong mahal ko pa rin siya. Well they said we will live in a house together kasi nga kasal na daw kami at asawa ko na siya.
When I went home earlier to our house I-I...saw him making out sa sofa ng bahay namin, can you believe that? At our very own house pa talaga sila...(sob) s-sabi pa niya katulong lang ako nung tinanong ng babae niya kung sino ako" I finished saying at humagulgul ako ng iyak.

He hugged me and patted my back lightly. I felt comfort while he was doing that.

Humiwalay na ako sa yakap niya nang maramdaman kong okay na ako.

"Thanks , It was nice sharing my pains to someone, I somehow felt relief at gumaan ang loob ko kahit papaano" I said then smiled sincerely to him.

"Me too, atleast medyo gumaan yung pakiramdam ko" He said and returned a smile. Hindi ko masyadong kita yung mukha niya its blurry because of my tears at nahihilo na rin ako sa ininom kong alak.

Hindi high ang tolerance ko sa alak but I need it right now.

Tumahimik bigla kaya uminom nalang ako.

"We shared our stories but we don't know each other" He said out of the blue then laughed.

I also laughed...Oo nga di ko siya kilala tapos sinabihan ko siya ng mga pinagdadaraanan ko na nagpapahina sa akin.

"I'm Kendran Dunn" Pagpapakilala nito.

"I'm Daralyn Mercado" I said and looked at him.

Nilahad nito ang kamay niya at tinanggap ko ito.

"Nice name and nice meeting you, I hope I'll see you again...next time? I have to go" He said at naghiwalay na ang mga kamay namin.

"Okay bye , nice to meet you too"

He waved and I nooded at it then I lost sight of him because of the crowd here in the bar.

I just turned my head to my drinks then drank a lot of liquor.

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( Jander's POV)

After Dara left nakipaghiwalay agad ako sa babaeng kahalikan ko.

"Bakit Jander dear? Don't you want to continue it?" sabi nitong dismayado.

"Here's your payment you can leave now" I said and got up.

Agad nitong kinuha ang pera at lumabas ng bahay.

"Tss...pera lang pala ang habol, mga bayarang babae talaga" I said sarcastically.

Pagkaalis nito I went up and showered I can't believe nagagawa ko na ang mga bagay na ito ngayon I felt so very dirty.

Susundan ko sana si Dara pero baka tanungin niya kung bakit ko siya sinundan and the plan I mean our plan might fail.

After I showered I went to the mini bar of the house and drink liquor.

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That's the UD for today guys...Hope madag dagan ang readers ng story na ito...

hayyy...kayo po kasi ang nagbibigay ng inspirasyon sa akin at kapag nakikita kong ano ganun...nawawalan ako ng gana...

sana po dumami readers para maganahan si author na magsulat...

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