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Chapter 5-Give Me Life More Life

Even Though Technically I Didn't Hold My End Of The Up Entirely But My Mother Still Was Holding Her End Up

Meaning Christopher Gets To Have Dinner With Us Tonight

And I Was More Than Excited And Most Importantly I Just Wanted Everything To Go Perfectly I Wanted My Mama Too See What I Saw In Chris

That Sunday Morning We Were In Church Like We Were Every Sunday Church

After Church Mamaa Came Home And Began Cooking Like She Always Do

Sydney And I Was In My Room And She Was Helping Get Ready

"I Can't Believe Your Mom Is Letting Chris Come Over"Sydney Said

"I Know Right I Just Hope She Likes Him"I Said

"You Plan On Losing Your Virginity To Chris Anytime Soom "She Asked Me

"Thats A Random Question"I Said

"I Mean Your My Bestfriend And I Don't Wanna See You Get Your Heart Broke By Anyone"She Said

"I Mean Im Not Gon Lie And Say I Haven't Thought About It Because I Have I Love Him And I Want Him To Be My First"I Said

"Sydney He's Everything I Ever Wanted Him And I Trust Him Enough To Not Break My Heart"I Said

"Listen To Me Do Not Do Something You're Gonna Regret If He's The One Than He Will Wait Until You're Ready Trust Me I Should Know"She Said

"He Has Been Waiting And I Think Im Ready I Just Don't Know How To Go About It How Was Your First Time"I Asked

"My First Time Was With My Uncle Raping Me In The Basement I Was Like 11"She Said

And I Just Looked At Her

"Look Lets Not Ruin Your Night By My Stupid Ass Life Story You Look Cute Hair Laid You Go Get Em Girl"She Said Smiling

"If I Never Told You Before Im Glad Your My Bestfriend"I Said

"I Know"She Said As Smiled

Than Adrien Walked In And Said "Yo Boo Here"

"With Mama Alone"I Asked

"Yeah Mama Got The Stank Face And Everything"Adrien Said

Adrien Grabbed Sydney As I Said "Wish Me Luck"

"You Gon Need It"Adrien Said

I Walked Down The Stairs And Walked Into The Living Room Where Chris Was Sitting On The Couch And My Mother Was Sitting Across From Him

And She Was Mean Mugging Him Up And Down

I Sat Down Next To Chris And Smiled And Said "I See You Met My Mother"

"Do You Go To Adrianna School's"My Mother Asked

"Yes He Does"I Said

"Adrianna Im Sure This Young Man Can Speak For Hisself" My Mother Said

"Yes I Can...Me And Adrianna Do Attend The Same School…Im From Brooklyn Originally Things Happen To My Parents So I Moved Out Here For Better Opportunities"He Said

"What Happened To Your Parents If You Don't Mind Me Asking"My Mother Asked Him

"Well My Father Is Currently In Prison And My Mother Stays In The Projects In Brooklyn"He Said

"Well That Must Be Rough Growing Up In Those Conditions"My Mother Said

"Conditions?? I Guess You Can Call It That I Didn't Mind Those "Conditions" Because Those Conditions Made Me The Man I Am Now"He Said