Stay Down

Chapter 22-Over And Done

And Im Just Thinkin Back To The First Time I Met Nyla And The First Time She Looked At Cj Than Looked At Chris

"I Swear I Didn't Mean To Do This He Didn't Even Tell Me He Was Married Adrianna I Never Even Knew Yall Had Cj…He's Been Lying To Me And Not Only Did I Believe Him But I Fell In Love With Him"She Said

I Looked In Her Eyes And I Honestly Couldn't Even Say Anything I Was In Shocked

"Im Not A Home Wrecker I Don't Go Around Sleeping With Married But Chris Lied And Manipulated Me He Said He Love Me"She Said

I Don't Think I Was Ready For That Truth That Truth Hurts So Bad

For Him To Not Only Get Another Women Pregnant But To Tell Her You Love Her Is That Part That Kills Me

And Just Made Me Think What Was All This For,All That Shit I've Gave Up All The Shit I Took,The Two Kids That We Made In Love What Was It All For ?

The Lies,The Drugs,The Infidelities His Bad Temper I Just Couldn't Do It No More

I've Had Enough

I Had To Leave I Couldn't Spend Another Day In This House That We Called A Home Together

I Packed All My Shit And My Baby Things And I Left

I Checked Into A Hotel For That Night

In A Hotel Room With Just Me And CJ I Keep Looking At My Wedding Ring

And In My Heart I Just Knew It Was Over

And There No Apology Big Enough That Can Fix There Is Nothing He Can Do To Stop From Ending This Marriage

I've Gave Him Chance After Chance And His Chances Have Run All Out

And Before This All Turn Worse Im Just Leave While I Stand Got The Strength Too

Everything I Did I Did Cause I Love His And I Thought He Loved Me But He Love His Self More

This Life Changed Him In Ways I Never Thought Was Even Possible

He's Taking Me Granted For The Last Time

I Was Done

I Slid The Ring Off My Finger As A Tear Fell From My Face

Nothing Last Forever But Somehow I Just Alway Thought Me And Chris Would

After All The Shit We Been Through Together

He Was My Whole Life He Was Everything I Needed And More

Gave Me A Son And A Daughter That He Named

Told Me He Loved Me Promised Me He Would Give Me The World

Even Got Down On One Knee And Propose To Me And Made Me His Wife

Now Im Sitting Here Crying And Everytime I Look At My Son I Just Cried More Cause All I See Chris

Its Too Much Drama Too Much Stress And Im Tired Of It All Im Tired Of Sleeping Alone At Night

All Those Nights I Spent Alone Callin His Phone Back To Back Getting Sent To His Voicemail

While He Out Living The Life Like He Ain't Got A Wife At Home

Im His Wife You Would Think That Would Mean Something To Him

But He Prove To Me That I Don't Mean Anything To Him

The Way He Would Beat Me Like He Hated Me To The Way He Would Talk To Me Like He Never Loved Me At All

Nyla Was Just The Icing On The Cake And I Just Can't Deal With Him Anymore And I Can't Do This Anymore