Stay Down

Chapter 19-Nothing Ever Stays The Same

Everything Was Changing Chris Blew Up Even More As Time Went On

It Gotten So Bad That When We Go Out We Have To Have Security Now

Girls Literally Break Down Crying When They See Chris

He Was A Star To Them But To Me He Always Has Been A Star

He Was Doing Interviews,Talk Shows,And Performing All Over

Its Hard To Keep Up With Him I Feel Like Everyday He Wakes He's A Newer Person Than He Was Yesterday

He's Always Gone And Im Always Alone...Lately I Been Feeling Like I Don't Fit In His New Life At All

Maybe Because He's Keeping Me In The Background Or Maybe Chris Just Feeling Hisself A Little Too Much

Because He Was Neglecting Rico,And He Wasn't Even Checkin On His Mother Which He Use To Always Do

Something Was Definitely Different About Chris

This Morning I Woke Up And Went Into Cj Bedroom

He Was Standing Up In His Crib
Smiling Showing His Two Bottom Teeth That Just Came In

"Well Hello Handsome Your In A Good Mood"I Said

I Kissed His Head And Said "How About We Got Out For Breakfast This Morning Just You And Me"

"Adriannna"I Heard Chris Yelled Up The Stairs

"Yeah Im Up In Cj Room"I Said

He Walked Up Stairs Into Cj Room

He Kissed Me On My Cheek And Said "Hey Bae"

Than He Picked Up Cj And Smiled At Cj

"You Didn't Come Home Last Night"I Said

"I Was In The Studio All Night With My Producer Finishing Up This Project Up"He Said

"Where You Sleep At ?"I Asked

"Sleep,Girl I Ain't Slept Since I Left New York"He Said

"You Could Of Atleast Called Me"I Said

"I Got Caught Up Working My Fault I'll Next Time"He Said

He Kissed My Lips

"Yo I Need To Talk To You About Something..."He Said

"Wassup"I Asked

"You Can Come To The Show Tonight But You Can't Been With Me"He Said

"Excuse Me?"I Asked

"Yo Jimmy And The Label Don't Think Its Good For My Image..They Tryna Sell This Whole Young Bachelor Thing And I Can't Be Bachelor If Im Seen With You"He Said

"Jimmy And The Label Also Don't Want People To Know That We're Married With A Kid...You Know What Im Tired Of "Jimmy And The Label" They Can't Hid The Truth People Gon Find Sooner Or Later"I Said

"Chill Its Not Even A Big Deal...I Mean As Long As We Know What It Is Who Cares What They Tryna Hid From The World"He Said

"Im Your Wife Christopher And You Letting Them Treat Me Like Side Piece"I Said

"A Side Piece What Is You Talking Bout...You DeadAss Gotta Get Out Ya Feelings Its Business Its Not Personal"He Said

"Whatever Look If You Don't Want To Bee Seen With Me Than Fine I Want Come To Your Show Than"I Said As I Folded My Arms

"Don't Do That...Yo When I Come Home Tonight Ima Make It All Up"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Whatever"