Your Love's a Fucking Drag|| Ryden

6

The night ended quietly with Dallon falling asleep next to me in bed. After he had sobbed his eyes out from my marriage proposal he simply said yes to getting married and got extremely tired. I laid down in bed to help him fall asleep but sleep was no where near me.

Marriage? God I don't know how I'm going to get out of this one. He's going to hate me after this. I do love him and I'm going to have to repeat that to myself until I love him more.
I finally got hit with reality and I sat up in bed. God, marriage! What am I doing!

I stood up and searched for my phone. When I finally found it, it was left in the kitchen, I turned it on to see it was 10:32 pm. I sighed in relief knowing my mom was still up.
I soon dialed my mom's number and hit call. The phone rang for a while before she finally answered.

"Brendon?" She asked calmly.
"Mom, hi." I started, making sure I didn't talk loudly. "How are the kids?" I nervously asked.
"They're doing good. They just fell asleep."

"Good, good. Thank you again mom" I replied in whisper.
"You're welcome sweety"

"Hey mom before you go to bed I need to tell you something" I nervously choked out.
"What is it?" She calmly asked.
"I think I'm getting married again"

"What! Really! Brendon this is amazing!" She excitedly said.
"Mom, wait... I don't exactly want to marry him" I whispered the last part even quieter then my other sentences.

"Oh Brendon, I don't know what to tell you." She answered.
"I-it's fine I'll find a way around this."

"Well don't hurt anyone too badly. I need to go to bed, good night honey."

"Good night mom" With that she hung up. I'm screwed aren't I? You know what fine I'll get married. I'm just gonna try to get a normal divorce. I've done that before it was hard to do with Ryan because... you know.. I actually loved him but with Dallon that's a different story.

I set my phone down and headed back to bed. Hopefully I can think more clearly in the morning. When I finally laid down I immediately started drifting off into sleep.

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When I woke up I turned to my side to see Dallon gone. I was surprised and I jumped up out of bed, not even caring that I was only in boxers. I walked around the house before I found him. He was in the kitchen making breakfast.

"Good morning beautiful" Dallon said with a huge smile, stopping what he was doing to walk over a give me a kiss. I smiled into the kiss and kissed him back.
"Good morning to you too, Dallon." I said as I pulled away.

I then stood by the island and watched him make breakfast.
"Hey your phone was going off like crazy this morning. A few text from some girl? I don't remember her name but it was definitely female."

"Oh?" I answered nervously.

"Something about someone being in the hospital? Do you know this person?" He questioned before putting a perfectly finished pancake down on a plate.
I swallowed hard before answering.
"Oh yeah just an old friend."

"Ah, alright I hope he gets better soon." I let myself relax a little before answering him. " same here, anyways any plans for today?" I questioned.

"I'm off tomorrow not today, bren. I have work today like always" he answered, before handing me a plate with three pancakes stacked on each other.
"Oh okay, thank you. " I smiled before getting out the butter and syrup. After I finished perfecting my syrup application I sat down at the table, Dallon joining soon after.

"Are we gonna talk about yesterday?" Dallon spoke up before taking a bite from his food.
"Uh, yeah.. we can right now if you want to" I nervously spoke. Dallon smiled.
"What are we gonna do for our wedding? Are we gonna get rings? Is this going to be a huge family event or just some family and friends? Should we get married in December or October? What about-" before he could continue I cut him off.