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~trigger warning~

written Sep 7, 2017

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recently i've just been floating

like i'm watching my life in front of me

and the controller doesn't work

like i'm playing my life as a game or some sort

 but, i'm glitched and keep doing the same thing

i remember how to breathe

and speak

and yet i do those things involuntarily

i don't sleep

i can't sleep

so what's the easiest way to slip into a coma?

i don't want to die

but I just want to stop living the same thing over and over 

i just wanna stop floating

and stop denying

and just

live

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