p o e m s

i want to cry

~trigger warning~

~ you know who you are ~

written September 22

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i want a safe space to cry 

where my little bit of makeup 

doesn't run

i want to hug

and i wanna cry

in your arms

or in his arms

i want to cry until the pit

in my stomach is gone

and i want you to never let me go

because if you do

i'll kill myself

thinking i'll transcend 

so just keep me close

i need you

please keep me alive

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