OneShot Book

Little Lion Man

*Trigger Warning for mentions of blood, abuse, suicide, self-harm, and rape*

I'm sorry

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~Weep for yourself my man, you'll never be what is in your heart~

"Josh stop being a crybaby. It's over it happened." Tyler said to a weeping Josh Dun. Josh's cat had just passed away. Mittens was her name and he and her grew up together, she was there when his mom died and she was there when Tyler and Josh fell in love.

"I-I'm s-sorry T-Tyler." Josh whispered and quickly stood up. Tyler softened his expression.

"I'm sorry baby, come here." Tyler stated and opened up his arms, Josh smiled and wrapped his arms on Tyler's embrace.

~Weep little lion man, you're not as brave as you were at the start~

Over the course of the week Tyler got progressively angrier for no reason. But he still loved Josh he just couldn't help himself, and it was an angry day.

"JOSH!" Tyler shouted and Josh quickly ran to him.

"Y-yes?" He asked.

"I love you." Tyler told him, Josh smiled and blushed.

"I love you too." Josh replied the smile never leaving his face as Tyler slowly walked to him.

"I wanna show you how much I love you." Tyler says and Josh's smile vanishes.

"T-Tyler..." Josh whispered.

Tyler then slapped him, hard. He has never slapped him before.

~rate yourself and rape yourself, take all the courage you have left~

"Tyler I don't-"

"But you'll love it." With that he pulled Josh into their master bedroom. "Take you're clothes off."

"I- I don't-" Tyler grabbed Josh's face harshly

"Take. Them. Off." Josh nodded and took his clothes off and stood there humiliated. Tyler grabbed him and forced him onto the bed, then tied his arms and leg to each part of the bed so Josh  wouldn't be able to move.

~wasted on fixing the problems that you made in you're own head~

"Tyler what's wrong with us?" Josh asked as he was cuddled into Tyler's side.

"What are you talking about? We don't have a problem." He shrugged.

"B-But you hit me and rape ne." Josh whispered.

"No I don't, I keep you safe and make love to you." Tyler replied easily. Josh simply nodded. Tyler needs to fight against his actions and stop his body from hurting Josh, but he's giving up.

~tremble for yourself my man, you know that you've seen this all before.~

"WHAT AM HELL JOSH?!?!?" Tyjer screamed when he found the fresh red line a that dances along Josh's sides.

"I-I'm sorry T-Tyler. P-please d-don't hurt me." Josh whimpered, backing into the bathroom wall.

"You want to bleed? I can make you bleed." He seethend.

And he did.

~Tremble little lion man, you'll never settle any of your scores~

"Josh, babe, come here." Tyler called from down stairs. Josh wanted to slap him. A cut had opened -a cut that Tyler made in him- up this morning.

"I'll be down in a second. Just gotta clean this up." Josh yelled back, he heard a hum in agreement. There was blood that ran down his side and it was sticky. He quickly cleaned it up and walked into the living room.

"I love you. " Was Tyler's greeting to Josh. Who couldn't fight off the smile that came to his face at those words.

"I love you too." He replied and walked over next to Tyler. Tyler smiled and kissed his cheek.

"I love you." Tyler told him again. This is the Tyler that Josh fell in love with.

~You're grace is wasted in you're face, your boldness stands alone among the wreck.~

"Josh make me something." Tyler whined as he walked in the door. The real Tyler, not the thing that is always taking over his body. Josh made Tyler a sandwich, but he was too late.  The evil Tyler had took over.

"Did you bring me food? " Tyler asked. Josh nodded and handed him the food. To which Tyler simply the it back at him.

"Ya know what Tyler?" Josh growled, "Go fuck yourself. I'm going out"

And Josh walked out the door.

~Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck~

"I need your help! Josh please!" Tyler cried latching onto the bruised man with yellow hair.

"Tyler what's wrong?" Josh asked, having not seen Tyler break down in a while.

"I- I- I CAN'T DO IT!!" Tyler yelled and sobbed

"Can't do what baby, you have to tell me." Josh said and held Tyler who was shaking.

"I-I d-don't like h-hurting y-you. B-but I c-can' t make it s-s-stop." He cried even harder.

~But it was not your fault, but mine~

"Josh?" Tyler asked as he looked around. He walked into his room and stopped read in his tracks. "JOSH!!!" He screamed. Tears already started spilling from his eyes as saw the sight. There Josh was hanging from the top of the ceiling. The noose already tightened around his neck and the chair knocked over. His body lifeless. Tyler's eyes shifted the the note in his hand. He grabbed it from his hand.

~And it was your heart on the line~

Dear Tyler,

Remember that I love you. Forever and always.

Twenty Øne Piløts
I posted the songs because I thought that they needed to be posted, don't be mad.

This isn't your fault. I love you.

~ Josh

~I really fucked it up this time~

Tyler removed Josh from the noose and layer him down, kissing him and holding his hand. Tyler was sobbing.

~Didn't I my dear?~

"I love you too Josh"

~Didn't I my dear.~

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I'm sorry guys