OneShot Book

Nothing Left to Say

Trigger warning for suicide(I think that's it but read with caution)

I really like doing these song ones,  so be prepared.

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~Who knows how long I've been awake now? The shadows on my wall don’t sleep~

Tyler has been in a coma for a year now. And Josh feels like he's the one how should be in the coma. Josh walked into the room once again, tired bags under his red and puffy eyes. Freshly dyed yellow hair flopped lazily against his head.

"Hey Tyler, you probably can't hear me. But whatever, it helps to think you can." Josh smiled at the motionless Tyler.

~They keep calling me, beckoning
Who knows what’s right? The lines keep getting thinner~

Josh came in the next day, progressively looking worse. The nurse quietly made her way to him. Her name was Jenna.

"Josh you need help." Jenna told him.

Instead of agreeing he just asked the same question he has been asking, "When is he going to wake up?"

Jenna sighed and pulled Josh into a hug, one that he didn't return.

"I don't know hun, I'm sorry." She whispered, once hearing that Josh broke down...again. He pulled away after a while and sat back down.

~My age has never made me wise
But I keep pushing on and on and on and on~

"I don't want to be here anymore!!" Josh sobbed, "Tyler!! Wake up!! I need you!!"

Josh was kicked out of the hospital that day.

~Below my soul, I feel an engine
Collapsing as it sees the pain~

"I'm sorry Tyler." Josh repeated, over and over. "Baby please, I need you here."

He doesn't have any tears left, just neon yellow hair and a broken heart. Once getting no response, he just sighed and held Tyler's hand.

~If I could only shut it out
I’ve come too far to see the end now~

Josh didn't come in the next day.  Which worried the hospital staff,  who had seen him everyday.  But they couldn't worry about it for long, they had work to do. Josh was at home, sleeping...for once. He had cried himself to sleep and hasn't woken up yet. By the time he woke up it was dark outside so he decided to stay at home and let his thoughts torture him.

"The car is the one who didn't stop, it wasn't my fault." He mumbled to himself every once and a while.

~Even if my way is wrong
But I keep pushing on and on and on and on~

Josh hasn't been to the hospital in a week, and he is still at home. Thoughts waging a war in his head. There are so many things that can end him. The belt that's hanging in the closet, the knife in the kitchen, the pills in the bathroom.

"No, he will wake up." Josh whispered walking back and forth.

~I keep falling, I keep falling down
I keep falling, I keep falling down~

Josh made it back to the hospital after a week and a half. Deciding the he needed to see Tyler. Once Josh walked through the door Jenna rushed to him and pulled him into a tight hug.

"What?" Josh asked, confused on her rush. "What happened?"

"Tyler's line went dead while you were gone." She stated, "But we got him back."

Josh let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. "Ok, take me to him."

~I keep falling, I keep falling down
I keep falling, I keep falling down~

Josh came everyday the next month, like he used to. But he was only coming because he knew time was running out.

Josh was giving up.

~There’s nothing left to say now, oh, oh
I’m giving up, giving up, hey, hey, giving up now ~

"This is my last day." Josh told Jenna, who was extremely confused. He smiled and hugged her, to which she hugged back. He walked over to Tyler.

"I love you. Always have, always will." Josh whispered looking at him. "Don't wait up for me ok?"

Josh leaned down and kissed him.

~There’s nothing left to say now, oh, oh
I’m giving up, giving up, hey, hey, giving up now~

He took the pills and put himself in a short comatose, just like Tyler. Expect, Josh wasn't coming out of his. The last thoughts on his mind are all Tyler. Slow and not as painfull as he hoped.

He exhaled all of his desires out of his lungs, and Josh was a goner.

~Where do we go from here?
I threw some rocks up at your window
I broke some rocks right up your window~

*flash back*

"Tyler!!! Come out and play" Josh yelled, Tyler looked out his window and smiled at his best friend.

"I'm coming Jujishwa!!" He yelled and rushed down to the yard. The two ran into the forest and played in the trees.

~Timber timber, we're falling down
Let the forest hear us out~

"Tyler can I kiss you?" Josh asked Tyler smiled shyly and nodded. Josh smiled and quickly kissed him. Tyler smiled and kissed back.

~Boom, badoom badoom, oh oh~

"I love you." Josh smiled.

"I love you too" Tyler responded, "Let's go climb!"

*flash back ended*

~Why can't I see what's right in front of me?~

Tyler woke up from his coma, and squinted his eyes. It's been 3 days since Josh was found by his mom. Who was coming to check on him the same day. Jenna walked over to him and smiled.

~We fall, we fall apart~

"Hey Tyler, I'm Jenna. You're nurse."

~We fall, we fall apart~

Tyler nodded and have a small smile. He moved around a little, his throat a little sore.

~We fall, we fall apart~

Tyler sat up eventually and looked around, a small frown finding it's way on his face.

~We fall, we fall apart~

"Where's Josh?"