We both stare at eachother silently, waiting for an answer. "Yeah... I do.." I hear Shizuo say. I sit there silent in shock, "Let's finish these bandages, we can talk then okay?" He says smiling.
I can't even respond, he bandages up my legs and my arms, he goes over to my wardrobe and brings me back a pair of pyjamas.
"Put these on, I'll go make us some coffee" he says. I change into them and walk into the living room.
I sit down on the sofa, and Shizuo sits next to me, he hands me a cup of coffee. "T-thank you" I say.
" s-so about earlier..." I turn my head to look at him. " I meant what I said... I do love you" he says. It feels weird, having someone not only say they care but love you.
" you can say what you want about me, but I care about you and I can't keep watching you do this to yourself, on purpose or not" he says adamantly.
"I-I didn't mean too, I-I'm really sorry S-Shizuo I really am" I start to cry. Jesus why am I so weak.
Shizuo picks me up and puts me on his lap, I jump at first but then relax and cry into his chest, he rubs circles into my back.
"Shhh, it's okay, there's no need to be sorry,shhh" he says.
"B-but I just keep on hurting you, over and over. how can you even say you love someone like me?" I say in-between sobs."I'll always love you, no matter how much you hurt me, no matter what, "
He says in a calming voice.I look up at him. " I-I guess I..." I Bury my face in his chest. "I love you too".
Sorry for such a short update, major writers block right now, I'll try to update soon, I'm kinda stumped for ideas right now, I have a few but I can't find a way to put them on the story so leave your ideas on the comments if you have any! Love ya❤️
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FanfictionWhen Izaya passes out at Shinras house Shinra becomes concerned and calls Shizuo to look after him, because no one wants to mess with Shizuo. What will happen when they uncover the truth about Izaya? Trigger warnings Self harm Violence Strong langu...