What do you Rant

Low

Today, i've cried, but I don't know why.

Well.. No, it's a lie.

I know the reason why i've cried.

The reason is that I promise to myself that I will win only good marks at school. But today, I've passed a test and I fail it.

I know that you surely thinking that I'm a drama queen because it's not a really big problem and I should focus on things more important.

But, you should know that today, the only reason why I still alive is because I want to make my family proud of me.
The good results are for me the only way to be happy and I put all of my energy, all of my time, all of my life in school.

School is for me the only reason to keep fighting and is one of the only places where I feel really myself, really happy, really alive.

At school I have my friends to make me happy and I have work to forget all the bad things who happened in my life.

So yeah, today I felt low.