What is my purpose?
Why did you put me here?
Please tell me
Why you would put someone through this?
Lead me in every direction
Not telling me which one I need
The path of most content.
No happiness
But to be content.
To no longer feel like everyday
Blends together.
The way my life thus far has felt.
A never ending cycle of trying
My best
And pushing myself to the point of a
Mental break.
Where can I go to be free from this
Cycle?
Stuck doing what others expect of me.
Afraid to tell anyone I'm
Unhappy
Unmotivated
Un anything.
If I only knew my purpose
I could tell them exactly what I want to do
How I want to spend this
Precious time I have here.
No longer wanting to waste a day
On something that makes me numb.
But you're so good at it.
Why waste the talent you have?
Don't waste this opportunity.
Push through just one more time.
Everyday shouldn't feel like I'm
Pushing through
A part of me breaking
Falling away from myself.
Part of me dying.
Why does no one believe me?
That this isn't what I'm meant to do
My dreams are
Unrealistic
Unobtainable
A waste of the brain I was "given".
Is my brain still worth anything
If the body that contains it
Withers away?
