Mutilate

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The current Robin left her room soon after he woke her up to train. That would give her enough time to relieve herself of some pain. She stood up, pulling the blanket off her now cold body. Swiftly, she pulled the curtains to the side, letting the bright morning sun shine in. The light led her to the desk that she used to hide her weapon, which she picked up and used soon after she was reunited with it. Deciding that it wouldn't matter, she used the blade on her waist too. After a minute of letting the blood dry she was clad in her uniform.

Quietly stepping out of her room she saw a sweaty Damian walking towards his room. He immediately smiled when he saw her figure standing there. "I'll be on the roof.." she softly informed him, he smiled in acknowledgement.

She made her way up to the roof that she so dearly loved. The weather was turning gloomy but it didn't bother her one bit. In fact, she was thankful for it. That way if she let a few tears escape, they would mix with the rain and Damian wouldn't notice.
She felt a small drizzle on her meditating body. She looked up at the gray and rainy sky. Her body relaxing under the earths way of crying. Her own tears escaping.

The mage was too caught up in the feeling that she failed to notice her boyfriend standing next to her. "We should go inside." Damian offered making her shake her head. "Sit down.." Raven asked him, "Please?" The son of Batman gave in and sat on the wet concrete of the roof.

The two were silent for a while. The only sound heard was the pouring rain. That is, until Damian broke the silence in a softly quiet voice, "Do you ever think about what would happen if you weren't born?" That question hit her hard. It sparked new dark feelings in her. "Yes." She confessed just as quiet as Damian. "Everything would be better and people would be happier. The world would be nicer." She continued. She looked over to her boyfriends unreadable expression. He looked sad and disappointed, but it was hard to confirm.

"Really?" Pause, "That's what you think?" He asked surprised by what Raven said. He watched her nod. She could faintly hear an 'oh my god' from him, realization setting in his mind. The teen boy got up and ran inside.

Raven still perched on the roof.
Now crying a waterfall.