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Hey guys. I think I'm more into this now.

Let's begin.

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Lesley's Pov

Jason's arm went around me, pulling my closer to his body. Oh la la he's warm.Justin stood staring at me shockingly.

Oh gosh I can see the hurt in his eyes.

As I gazed into his eyes to some how see what he's thinking, he quickly looked away and turned his attention to Jason.

"No it's not. I kissed her. That's technically marking territory," Justin said, staring straight at Jason.

Um no. I kissed you. But whatever.

Jason's gripped tightened.Hopefully he won't smush me."You kissed him!" Jason yelled in my ear."Oh I never told you?" I said trying to seem casual. But the crack in my voice probably gave me away.

Jason stood and front of me and before I could process what was going to happen, he smashed his mouth on mine.Can mouth's get bruises?Wait no, mouths get busted.We'll I think he busted my lip.

I opened my eyes and saw Justin staring in disbelief. His eyes began to water and his fingers shook.

Crap.

I pushed Jason off me and wiped my mouth. Yay no busted lip.

"Now she's officially mine. I've marked my," he said smirking.

This

No words can even describe.

This world needs more slang words.

"Justin....."i whispered. I don't really know. I just felt like i'm responsible."You're gonna pay," Justin said through gritted teeth.Before he walked away, his eyes found mine.

Instantly, the hate that was in his eyes were replaced with sorrow.

I didn't know he liked me that much.Oh gosh this was a Jessica move.I let go of Jason's gripped and ran to him.

"I'm not like that Justin. I'm not like Jessica. I like you," I said desperately, hoping he would come back.

He looked back, his car door opened ajar.

"You surely proved that," he said sarcastically, but I could tell this hurt him.He got in his car and quickly drove away.Suddenly, I felt an aching pain in my chest.

Oh gravey I didn't know how much I liked him.

I turned around to walk back to into my house.Jason had already walked back to the living room where he was watching Ridiculousness."Um i think you need to leave..." I said.

"Why?" He questioned.

What the hell. Did he not just live through what just happened a minute ago.

"Cause I need to be alone right now," I said matter of factly."Whatever," he mumbled.

When Jason left I ran upstairs and cried. After all Justin's done for me, even though we weren't friends before, I suddenly felt the desire to talk to him, to listen to him, to kiss him.

Justin's Pov

I felt my heart shatter again for the 2nd time. Jason just came home. I guess they finished fucking.

The thought of them together broke me. I though Lesley and I we're gonna have something, and I was looking forward to it.

I need something get my mind off this. I can't be all depressed and shit.

That's not me.

I know.

To Jess🎀💎

Wanna come over? ;)

She immediately replied.

From Jess🎀💎

I knew you'd come around to whose best. I'll be there in an hour😘

Now to get my mind off Lesley.

I went downstairs into the liquor cabinet.I grabbed all the drinks I could hold in two arms and ran back to my room. I sent them on my desk. Okay. Now to get dressed. I'm probably gonna take it off later but....not to seem sloppy.

I put on a black shirt with black skinny jeans and my upside down p SnapBack. My earrings were already on. I then put on my gray supras to perfect the outfit.

I look awesome.

I checked the time. I still have 45 minutes left. I could watch tv.

Lesley's Pov

(20 minutes before Jessica arrives)

After I finished crying and started thinking, I decided to tell Justin the truth.

But first, I must cleanse my body.

I took a quick shower and got dressed.I put on a white t-shirt with a red and black cardigan with some denim skinny jeans. To top it off, input on my white converse.

Perfect. Well, almost.

I packed my bag with my pink baby lips (matches her lip color), my phone, charger, and headphones. Oh and my wallet in case I need to buy some food.

Okay ready. And it only took me 20 minutes.

When I arrived to Justin's house, I saw a different car then I normally do. Must be one of his friends.I wave away the thought and rang the doorbell.

It took longer than usual. Even when he's upstairs it doesn't take this long.

After about ten doorbell rings someone finally answered.

"Whaaaat the fuck do you (burp) waant,"

Ugh. This guy smells like alcohol.

I looked up and said "you need a mint Jason, now where's Justin. I need to talk to him," I said quickly and I walked inside. "I'm not Jason you bitch," slurred Justin.

"Justin I'm waiting! Come fuck me!" yelled a familiar voice from upstairs. Jason or Justin sprinted upstairs in his room and I followed.

This is Justin's rooms. My heart raced. This can't be happening.

In the bed was Jessica naked with her legs opened. I quickly averted my eyes.

Justin already started undressing. He's drunk.

Why. "JUSTIN WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I yelled.He turned to me before zipping down his pants."Oh shit Lesley," he said without slurring.

My eyes watered and my vision blurred. I thought he changed. I come back to apologize and this is what he does. He goes off fucking the girl I hate.

"You're so fucking disgusting. And to think I came back to clear everything. To tell you the truth. I can't even look at you," I screamed.

Jessica seemed to drunk to care but Justin looked even more hurt then he did before. I guess it's because he's drunk.

I need to get out of here.I took off, ignoring Jason's ad pattie's question to why I was crying.I just needed space to think.

I drove to the park where I spent the day with Justin. I got under the tree and sobbed.

I don't even understand why I'm crying.

I'm not suppose to like him. He isn't worth my tears. He could be my friend but never my boyfriend.

I stopped myself from crying and took out my phone and headphones.

World: Off

Music: On

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Chapter End Notes

So yeah. Pretty short cause I have a exam tomorrow and I want this finished. Wish me luck!

WHO ELSE BOUGHT THE BELIEVE MOVIE AND CRIED.

I got kicked out of Walmart for disturbing the peace.

Please vote And Or Comment.

Stay Fierce🐯🎀

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