Inharmonious // j.b

Basketball

Updating everyday is going to stop because school is starting. I'll update every week though!

(sorry no pic)

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It's been a couple of days and everything seemed to be going well. I'm doing well in school and Lauren and Jack are going great. They aren't as sickening as they were before. Which is great. I decided to skip lunch and sit in the courtyard in the middle of our school. I didn't mind telling Lauren and Jack since they saw me heading there. I sat on a bench and opened up my drawing notebook. 

I inwardly laughed at the drawing of Justin. He messed it up a bit when he had me in the air with my pencil still pressed against the paper. That was a good day. 

I opened to a brand new page and started doing scratches. It'll work out it's way somehow. I continued doing random scribbles on the page until I saw something. Eureka! I continued drawing the discovering I found and made it out to something more visible. Excellent. 

"Lauren and Jack told me you'd be here." I put my head up and turned around to see who I hoped was Justin....

"What do you want Jason?" I asked. "To be friends." "I thought we already discuss this," I mentioned. "Yeah but now we can have some friend time," Jason added. "Alright....sit down," I said patting the space next to me. He gladly took the spot stared at me. "Your eyes are a mix of blue and green today. I like it," Jason complimented. I managed to hold my blush.

How the hell does Jason make me blush. "Thank you." He continued to gawk at me as I continued to draw on my notebook. "I know I'm a bit attractive but you don't have to keep staring at me," I finally said. He blinked a few times. "I'm sorry. I spaced out a bit."  Right. 

I ignored him and continued drawing. "What are you drawing?" Jason asked. "I don't know," I honestly said. "How can you not know what you're drawing?" Hmm. How should I answer this. "The same way you don't know if you'll live tomorrow." He looked at me with a confusing look. 

"But I do know that I'll live tomorrow. I'm not deadly sick or anything," Jason spoke.  I shook my head. "Not many people realize this but, (here comes wise Lesley) no one knows if tomorrow will ever happen. We plan things for the future, hoping we live for that day. But, no one knows when it's they're last day. So a lot of people live their life by living in adventures and such. In a similar way, I don't know what I'm drawing until I feel like I finished it. The thrill of not knowing what you're doing, but still being able to know  what your doing is amazing. So yes, I do not know what  I'm drawing."

I feel so smart today. I guess reading a lot of books can do things to your mind. 

Jason gaped at me for quiet a while until the bell rang. "We'll talk later, by Jason," I said as I packed away my stuff and left him there. I don't think I ever showed that side of me to Justin before...Oh well.

I met up with Lauren and Jack before walking to gym. 

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Jason's Pov. 

The fuck did Lesley just say? I didn't know she was some lost philosopher. Wait till Justin hears this. I got up from my seat and started walking to gym class, ignoring all the girls staring at me. "Your late Mccann!" coach yelled. "When am I ever not?" I yelled back. The coach rolled his eyes and starting writing stuff on his clip board.