Special {Sincerely three} ~*•DEH fanfic•*~

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Connors POV

Ugh.... I couldn't do it. I can't stay away from them..I love them. It's weird I know. But the same thoughts came through my mind when Evan smiled or Jared made some crazy comment. What did I ever do to deserve this... deserve them.. nothing.

Jared and I sat on the couch while Evan tried to work the TV. Jared would give me occasional worried looks but kept up his weirdness.

"Try hitting it against the table, normally that works." I say.

"That would brake it." Jared chuckles.

"It's stress relieving though!" I laugh.

I look at the ground....I don't even deserve to laugh with them. I'm a bad person, all I will do is make life worse for them.

"Ugh, I have to pee." Evan says, standing up.

Jared salutes at him as he leaves. He waits till the door closes then sits up straight and looks at me.

"Ok, spill it, he's gone. Trust me I'll understand anything you say." He says.

"What?" I question.

"Come on he's freakin Evan, being friends with him is hard! You wonder if you deserve it or if you are even doing it right." He says.

"You... You think like that?" I ask.

He chuckles.

"Evan thinks highly of me for a reason." He says.

I look at him curiously.

"Man, I thought you were just a jerky popular kid but there's so much more to you Kleinman." I say.

He just shrugs.

"My point is that I get you so you can talk to me." He says simply.

"Actually.... I was just upset that you guys are just so....perfect... I'm a horrible person, I'm F@&%ing Connor Murphy.. I don't deserve you guys...I'll just make your lives worse." I mumble.

There was a odd flicker in Jareds eyes.

"No one really deserves Evan." He says.

"Or you.. I meant both of you, you are so smart and funny." I say.

He blushes a bit. Our conversation ended at the sound of a toilet flushing. Not long after, Evan walked out.

"Feel good?" Jared teased but he still seemed a bit off.

Evan gave him a mocking look, scrunching up his nose like a bunny. Awe!

He plops back down by the TV.

"Is the HDMI Cord in?" Jared questions.

"Uhhh... what?" Evan questions.

Jared groans and stands up. He sits by Evan and tilts the cable box. He does weird techy looking crap and the Tv lit up with color.

"How!?" Evan questions, frustrated.

"The HDMI cord was plugged into the PS3." Jared shrugs, plopping back down on the couch.

"No one understands what your saying." I say bluntly.

"It wasn't plugged into the Tv." Jared groans.

"Oh!" Evan chuckles.

"Nerd~" I tease.

Jared rolls his eyes and puts his feet up on my lap so he covered the whole couch. I just chuckle and shake my head but don't move him. Evan sits in the arm chair, scrolling through the movies.