Sophie's POV
Say it now...I'm a slut but I would rather be happy than have to cheat on Connor. Of course I still love Connor, I mean who doesn't. I just hope we can stay friends.
I picked up my phone and dialed his number.
C- hey Sophie! How's Magcon?
S- uh great! It's so much fun
C- is it as great as if I went?
S- um i don't know you would have to come for me to know
C- hahah
S- Connor, I have to tell you something
C- spill
S- soimettaylorcaniffandheaskedmetobehisgirlfriendandisaidyes
C-spill slower
S- well, I met Taylor Caniff and he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. But before you talk I just want to say that I still lov-
The line went dead.
Fuck
What did I do?
I just totally blew it.
I was going to say that I still love him and there's always a place in my heart for him. He just means so much to me.
Why the hell did I do this?? Aghhhhh I'm such a slut.
Everyone hates me
I'm useless
Nobody wants me here
They will all be happier when I'm dead.
I run to the closest bathroom to me.
I need to find something. Something that can help me.
I open the drawer and find a razor.
Finally
I cut for the first time. Deep
I feel the warm dark blood run down my arm. It falls onto the blood absorbing rug.
I continue. The rug that was once dove white is now blood red.
My tears are quickly falling into the mix.
My knees fall to the ground and I think someone walks in but I can't tell.
Instead my world goes black.
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A/N: short chapter i know. Hate me for it :/
Anyways also sorry that its depressing. But if any of you are going through a hard time like this DON'T HURT YOURSELF! You are so worth it and I love you! You're strong and you can make it through I promise❤
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See you next week! Bye
~Sophie🐠
(Ps: your comments make me laugh 😂❤)
