Stickers- Zanvis

Chapter 51- Its another day

Travis's POV

Great... another day. Can I just stay her forever and die? The sun is beating in through the window so I go and close it... I go back to my bed and I grab my phone. I don't want to do anything today so I turn it on and cover myself...My cover picture is a picture of Zane with cute cat stickers all over his face, I never changed it. I just recalled what happened yesterday and I feel like crying but I should really stop thinking about all the bad things, Katelyn can be right... To be honest I haven't been doing well this past year, my depression seems to be getting worse, I don't really want to go outside anymore or do anything for that matter. I sigh and I go back through my camera roll, I'm not really making myself feel better by doing this but at the same time I kind of am, there was this specific video that I always like to watch. It was one where I caught Zane singing to a song I really like and dancing along to it, he was cleaning up our room as he did wearing nothing but his boxers. At the end of the video where he caught me he laughs and yells at me, I enjoy his laugh so much.

"TRAVIS YOU UP?!" Katelyn yells entering my room.

"I guess..."

"Oh come on, don't sound sad! Lets go to the beach or something and maybe get some tacos on the way!"

"I don't really want to..."

"What?! But I already told Aphmau that you we're excited to come! Please come with me! We have to meet Zane and Aphmau in about five minutes so are you in?"

"Aphmau's on the island too? Ugh whatever... okay I'll go"

"There we go!" I stand up and walk out, I was still wearing the clothes from yesterday since I was to lazy to change. At the beach is Aphmau and Zane both having a chat with each other, a volley ball court and several other people from my street... when the fuck did they come here and why didn't they tell us?

"What up!" Katelyn runs over to her and gives her a hug, Zane is still sitting on the towel covering himself from the sun.

"Almost all the whole gang is here!" Katelyn seems happy and I sit down next to them, not realizing I just sat next to Zane. They talk with each other and Garroth soon comes over and invites them to a game of volleyball, they run over there and leave me and Zane alone. We sit in uncomfortable silence for awhile, I didn't know what to say or to run away. I look over at him and he's staring at the sea with his knees to his chest. He started wearing that stupid mask again hiding all of his beautiful freckles, he seemed to have bags under his eyes but his eyes were still a beautiful Icey blue.

"What are you staring at?"

I snap out of my trance and Zane is staring at me with his eyebrow furrowed.

"N-nothing! I'm just looking at that palm tree!" I manage to blurt out and look away.

"Yeah sure you were and I'm Kim Kardashian" he still seemed to be very sassy and sarcastic, his looks changed but it seems his personality hasn't.

"Your staring again"

"Eep!" I look away again and I can hear him sigh. After a couple of minutes I look over again, his eyes are closed taking in the little breeze there was. I look at his pony tail and I'm tempted to pull it, it looks weird, I look at his arm freckles and then I look all over his body examining everything, he seemed to have a few scars here and there but it wasn't anything severe.

"Can you quit looking at me and then denying it?!"

"What..." I was still in my trance so I didn't realize what he just said. He slaps my face and I jolt my head to his face.

"I said will you quit staring and denying it?!"

"S-sorry!" Oh Irene I feel like crying again, I don't know why this time, I for some reason feel so overwhelmed and Zane noticed this.