Chapter 64- Why I'm always shook

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A/N- I made a Instagram where I'll be posting sneak peeks to this book and just a bunch of shitty art in general, mostly Zanvis so I would love it if you could check it out... shameful self promotion. It's hoi_im_kat_

Zane's POV

I continue cleaning up Travis's mess since I'm not into my room being messy, I hear someone aggressively knock on the door and I answer it. Travis was standing at the door with his hair all messed up and red marks on his arms and face.

"Why did you abandon me?!"

"Because I didn't want to be there... why else? Plus you can answer all those questions, I can't. Why are you all scratched up anyways?"

"Your mom and dad are aggressive! When your dad laughs really hard he fucking hits me! And your mom wouldn't stop squeezing the life out of me and grabbing my wrists to see the ring on my finger!"

"Seems about right"

"I see where you get your aggression from... how come Garroth and Vylad aren't like that?"

"Why are you asking me?"

"I don't know, why are you asking me?" Before I can't make a snarky remark the door busts open. Garroth comes running through... what a surprise.

"Garroth you just broke the lock!"

"How come you didn't tell me your getting married soon!"

"Well I was gonna eventually! You better fix the fucking door before you leave or I'll slit your throat when you sleep"

"No need to get aggressive Zane, come here!" Garroth opens his arms and Zane panicked, I know what is going to happen and I like it. He aggressively hugs Zane and Zane screams, I guess he is violent.

He looks at me and squirms "Travis help me!"

"Why should I?" I lean against the wall and laugh. He try's scratching him but it's no use, finally he breaks free but Garroth turns to me... oh shit gotta blast.

Zane's POV

I watch as my brother Chases my fiancé out of the room... good, there ignorance was disturbing me. I sigh as I sit down on my bed which is a mess but I'm to lazy to clean it, I think about our wedding cause it's coming really soon... we're also leaving back home in a few weeks... The future is something I worry about, would we really be able to last? Dad just kind of discouraged me...

Smol flashback

And mom is going to kill him... good. Dad walks over to me and folds his arms, I look up at him a bit confused.

"Do you really think it's a good idea?"

"Excuse me?"

"Do you really think it's a good idea to marry this guy?"

"What do you mean?"

"Will you two really last? From what I was told and what I've seen your relationship isn't to well"

"What? Our relationship is fine! Who told you this?!"

"Doesn't matter, I'm just saying, what if you to don't last very long, you two have this thing where you separate from each other... high school... now. Your always arguing with each other as well, not healthy for a relationship. Don't you think you've made a mistake?"

"What? No! Of course I haven't, I would never take it back"

"Whatever you say, if you two break up in one plus year I'll tell you I told you so" I shake my head and run off the boat.

Flashback over

He's wrong... right? I didn't make a mistake... I love him to pieces and of course I want to
marry him. I don't know anymore... maybe I should cut back on all the insults and comebacks... maybe that will change something. Is this really what other people think of our relationship? Is it really unhealthy? Will it really last as long as I long as I want it to? Does Travis even enjoy having me around... okay Zane you can cut back on your aggression and stop with the fucking questions, it will probably make things better... at least for him... just maybe. Maybe he'll like me better, maybe we will stop fighting, maybe we will improve our relationship. I lay down on my bed and take my headphones out, I plug them in and listen to some Panic at the disco which always seems to cheer me up.

Travis's POV

"HELP THIS GUY IS TRYING TO KILL ME!"

"Travis be quiet!" Finally Garroth puts me down and we hear rustles coming from some bushes, out Jump Blaze scaring us both.

"Oh it's just you, I heard the call form far away and I sprinted over here... no murder happens right?" Blaze asks putting his hands in his pockets.

"No, no murder-"

"Yeah! He tried killing me!" I interrupted Garroth receiving a look from him.

"Where's scarf dude? I always see him with you"

"First of all call him Zane and he's back on his bed probably listening to his emo bands and eating chips, anyways gotta go! He's probably tearing up my stuff in his room goodbye!" I leave them both behind and start running as fast as I can back to Zane, once I entered his room I expected to see some of my stuff on the floor and or cut up into pieces but it was all fine. Like I suspected Zane was doing the exact thing I said he was doing. He opens his eyes and takes his headphones out, he sits up and surprisingly doesn't say anything rude to me or calling me a name.

"So what happened?" He asks in a calm voice.

"Not dead, but got a few more bruises on my body" I lift up my shirt and show him the bruises, he doesn't laugh at my pain... okay this is scaring me. I hear his sigh and urges me to come sit next to him which I do, he lays his head on my shoulder and hums... bitch I'm fucking shook. He so calm it's gross, out of nowhere he kisses me, of course I'm accepting it but why is he doing this? what kind of drugs is he on and can I fucking have them?

I pull away to catch my breath and to ask him a question. "Anyways where do you want to go today! It's still early and I'm bored, I can be confined to one area"

"I don't know... wherever you want"

"Hmmm... beach?" He hates the beach, what am I even saying-

"Sure, if you want" okay I was joking the first time but I actually think he's doing drugs.

"Okay... lets go then!" I bring beach towels and steals Zane's umbrella things. Today the sun was beating down on me and since my hair was long enough I could put it into a small pony tail.

"How do I look?" I ask him.

"Great, like always" eww a genuine compliment... not used to that. I set everything up everything and now want to go into the water. I know Zane hates going into the water but it wouldn't hurt to asks

"Zane wanna join me in the water?"

"Sure" Okay I'm now kept in my shook state as he enters the water with me with no hesitation or wining like he usually does. We enjoyed the water, it wasn't bad but those few waves that crashed into us. I splash water on his face an expected him to splash me but nothing came at me, just disappointment. What has gotten into him?

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