LOVE, LUST, FAITH AND LIES (A Jared Leto Fairy Tale)

The Dream

Jared: yeah bro, it was crazy. Absolutely bat shit crazy. That turn out had to be prepared. Not just air staff say so. They KNEW we were gonna be there. No one of Shiv's side woulda said a word. I trust you and my people. So what does that leav...
Shannon: Jared, Jared! We KNOW who it was man.
Jared: what? WHO?
Shannon: It was fucking Barbra. She had access to your phone. She has pictures of Eefa, the one's Orlaith sent to  AND Shiv. 2 of shiv actually, erm, WE'VE...FUCK! They're nudes J! Nudes! I dunno what she intends to do or already has done but you need a restraining order. That bitch is crazy. And pissed. Not a good combination.
Jared: Barbra? You gotta be shitting me? She went through my phone? Pictures of my Shivvy like that? Oh fuck, fuck, FUUUCK! My daughter too? I swear, I'm filing charges on that cheap slut. Oh God! She'll make a killing with those photos.
Shannon: yeah but it's not about the money is it bro? You know she has daddy's wallet for that. This is about revenge and that's WAY more dangerous.
Jared: she knew we were never exclusive though shan...
Shannon: you know that I'm not taking her side at all but think. You dumped her and sent her back home almost the moment you saw Shiv. She saw you, along with thousands of others, go after her then slam off stage. She was basically humiliated. It hit the headlines when you called off the last 3 dates of the tour and explained to the fans that you had urgent business and they'd understand as and when, why it had to happen. When you've never given that time to her. She's gotta be bitter about things and she's a bitch from hell anyway. This isn't just gonna stop.
Jared: oh it will stop Shan. I'm not letting Shiv go again. Or my little girl. How can she have so little regard for a child? A child I didn't even know i had. FUCK. We've gotta get this out there before others can.
Shannon: look I've been on twitter J but the echelon are waiting for you to make the announcement not me. They want to KNOW, really know, from you that it's true. There's a lot of hearts broken Jared and you owe them an explanation.
Jared: yeah, yeah i know i do. But all I keep hearing is Leef screaming. I don't know if i can put them out in the spotlight like this, so soon.
Shannon: i know bro but you're gonna have to do something. Mom wants to meet her new family tomorrow and you know she won't wait. How are they anyway? Are they holding up?
Jared: not sure to be honest. Shiv hasn't really said a word since we got here. Leef was quiet, she's asleep right now. I'll make this quick half statement on Twitter, Facebook and Insta to the echelon then I've gotta get on to Ellen. See if we can get on tomorrow afternoon. Tell the world what's going on. Right, I'll do the post now, man.
Shannon: O.K bro, make sure you do cuz they are unsettled. I'll see you tomorrow, around 11, when I bring mom. I'm not bringing Abbey, I think it has to be family only.
Jared: Agreed. I'll see you tomorrow, man.
Shannon: yeah man, laters.

Jared stood, pale faced, as he thought about the nudes of Shiv, the selfie and the pic of them together outside the tent. He should have put them on his laptop, he'd meant to, but he'd  enjoyed looking at them. Especially the partial nudes. Shiv's nipples, pink and erect, set on top of those small but bouncy cream coloured breasts. Her beautiful features and freckles, those shining emerald orbs and black curls in contrast with the white pillow. Laid smiling up in the lamplight. Yeah, he'd enjoyed them. Especially the nudes on lonely nights, remembering the shape of her. The way her body took him in. How he'd made her cum so hard she squirted. How she'd just done what he asked of her and let him watch her cum, use no protection, instinctively knowing he wouldn't harm her. He remembered how depressed he'd gotten when he thought she didn't want him. Now if was clear she had all along. Aofie JAY McCarthy said it all. Orla had told him she'd called out for him during labour. How she'd watched her stare at her daughter so many times, obviously seeing him in her, with tears in her eyes. He'd searched so hard for her. Thing that he'd wished he'd known was that Shiv didn't want to be found. Because of a guy called Winston who broke nearly all the bones in her body. That made him seeth with fury but boy, did he wish he'd known. One reason was that he'd have knocked the shit outta the pieceof shit but the main reason is that he wouldn't have felt so overwhelmingly desolate. He thought his soulmate didn't feel the same. Hed known her 12 hours but he loved and missed her so much and though it sounded horrible Jared felt so relieved that she pined for him. Mourned the loss as if he'd passed. Just as he had her. She pretended she wanted to date but he knew right from on that plane, that that was absolute bullshit. She was being cautious he got that. Couldn't really blame her when she'd touched no one else, yet he'd fucked just about anyone going. Everyone had their own way of coping though.