(Rubapphire) Change!

Chapter 4: The voice in my head

Ruby POV:

'I  got angry at her for no reason I yelled at her, I didn't meant to say this.  Why do I have to be that way?  why am I like this?. I...I don't want to hurt her, I don't want to yell at her... What's going on with me?' 

Ohhh Ruby did someone messed with your feelings again?  I heard that voice again '...' Did this pretty little girl get trough you so easily ? ' No...' "No" what Ruby? Don't you want to push her away like you pushed me? ' No...' Again this answer? Hmm... It will be pretty difficult dealing with this. However... you know that I love playing games with you so I will just wait...STILL!

In the end you know that you will need me...haha. 

The laugh fainted away in my head.

I was staring in my ceiling the whole time. I looked at the clock 3:30 AM ' Can't sleep. So the insomnia caught me again huh.'  I stood up from my bed and went to the kitchen. I turned the lights on and opened the fridge. I get myself a glass of milk and sat on the kitchen table. I was sitting alone with my thoughts. ' What was Rose thinking... what was I thinking? Sapphire will never forgive me I literally kick her out without any reason.' I sighed ' I guess I will have to deal with my life alone.' I drank the milk then looked at the empty glass ' Tss... who was the genius who said that milk helps you fall asleep. I feel more awake now.' I heard something to break then  pain in my arm. I saw that I break the glass into tiny shards and my hand was bleeding ' Great I let my anger on that glass.' I got the  first aid kit and patched my arm. I was too lazy to stop the bleeding first and went to the kitchen the get the broken shards. 

After I fixed what I've done I went to the living room to watch some TV. I sat on the couch and tried to find some interesting movie. I scrolled and scrolled till I found some sort of scary movie ' Cool now at least I won't be alone.' It was called ' Emelie'. 

Little time skip

Ok the movie ended and I still have time before I go to school ' What should I do?' .  Well I will read a book because there's nothing better to do. I went upstairs and reached my book cabinet. I looked trough the genre. " Art, fantasy ... Uhh why is this book here. It is suppose to be in the psychology sector." ' No one has come here. No one but Sapphire!' To be honest I didn't got angry " Maybe she was just curious?" ' I wonder if she had read something from it?'  I looked at the clock 6:22 AM the school will open at 6:45 AM so I still have time... A headache hit me.

Aren't you angry that she was looking around without a permission?! ' NO!'  Again that answer aren't you bored of it?! ' I am more bored of you!' Oh ,oh ,oh who gave you the permission to talk back to me!? ' I don't need a permission. Now leave me alone' I heard the voice snicker a bit. As you wish BUT remember this you will need me again. And I will always be here...

" Like hell you will." my alarm beeped and scared me " 7:00 AM!! WHEN? HOW? THAT FAST?" I hurried  out and put on my jeans my  black t-shirt and a jacket. I grabbed my bag which was beside the door and rushed outside. ' God if I get late this will be the top of the cake!!' . The worst part of the school is that I gotta go early and have a talk with Rose for about half an hour before I start my classes. I finally reached the school gates and saw Sapphire. I stopped and hid myself behind a tree near by. ' Why is she coming so early?' I l picked a little . I stared at her as she was walking to the school building " She looks just flawless." I felt myself smiling when I saw her. ' Ah Ruby did you already forget?! You yelled at her you kick her out! There is no way she wants to be your friend again.' I let out a big sighed.  I waited a bit till she was out of my signed. I started walking slowly because I knew that I was already late for my meeting with Rose ' I can't get late twice.' I smiled a bit at that thought.

I walked in the corridors trying to avoid the comments that they put on me. This is casual I think I got used to it after my first year in highschool. I finally reached Rose's office. Like a polite kid I knocked twice " Come in!" I opened the and for my surprise Rose  wasn't alone....Sapphire was in the room too ' Oh dear god! Here goes me trying to avoid her. '  I just stood and stared at her eyes to... bangs? " Oh Ruby you are a bit late." Rose said calmly " Uhm... Yes please excuse me." I said. " Do you want to start now ?" I asked her. She shaked her head in refusal " No actually Sapphire wanted to talk to you." I saw the smile on Rose's face ' Did she tell Rose that I kick her out? Or worse?'  She walked to me and I stepped back. I couldn't tell if her face showed any emotion because of her bags but I felt a worried and scared. Sapphire inhaled  and...

" Look Ruby I am sorry, I really am. I didn't meant  to disturb you I just wanted to help but I guess this was not the right way to do it. So the fault is in me. I hope you can forgive me and... try again? Only if you want of course." I was amazed she was apologizing to me even though the fault isn't in her.

" No ,no, no!" I shaked my hands in refusal " It's not your fault. I totally overreacted back then.  No one has ever asked me this question so I didn't know how to react...and I acted dumb and stupid...and..If anyone have to apologize  it should be me... I wasn't such a good host and I am sorry too. You didn't disturbed anything I am just being stupid that's all." I let my whole explanation go on. It was silent for a moment. I got pretty nervous. Rose was just staring at us and then Sapphire started laughing I looked at her confused " Uhm... Did I said something funny?" I asked nervously " No, no, no...It just isn't it funny!? How we both thought that we are at fault, and we both felt guilt because of the situation then  apologize to each other and everything goes awkward." I started to smile at her. She calmed down her laugh and smiled at me " So are we friends now?" she said and held out her arm. I smiled at her once again and shaked her arm " Yes!" 

Then Sapphire pull her arm. It was covered with blood. I looked at my arm and saw that my whole bandage was covered with blood too. I guess the wound opened. Rose stood up from her seat and walked to me. Sapphire grabbed my arm and pulled it closer to her " Ruby what happened?" she asked me with concerned  voice " I would like to know that too?" Rose said and knelt to my size " Ah don't worry I just broke a glass with my hand." I said like it was something casual " What do you mean by 'don't worry' didn't you disinfect it?" Sapphire asked " Hehe... I kinda forgot." I said nervously " Ruby you are going to the nurse now!" Rose said. " And I am coming with you." We walked out of Rose office

Sapphire pulled me by the hand and we started walking  fast to the nurse. " Sapphire chill I am ok. It's nothing." silence she didn't answer she just kept walking dragging me by her. It was silent in the corridors since most of the students were in class.

" You know Ruby I am impressed." I look at her confused " Uh with what?" " That you know that you don't have to drink something cold after you drank something hot because it will affect your teeths but you forgot to disinfect your wound." she giggled a bit and I laughed.

' It turns out that I will like her.'

Muffin's note:

Lol guys I really haven't update this story for a while. But I just need to find this rubapphire motivation again and I am kinda blocked with this story I WILL CONTINUE to write it don't worry I will just not update her that often as my Lapidot story till I find how to extend the story.

Also here this rap battle between * drum rolls* Steven vs Star Butterfly. Now personally I like both series but I really like the rap battle too. So here it is. You better hear it it's awesome so don't miss it.

Enjoy