The Perfect Match

Pregnancy Positive

"What should I not know?" I heard the voice of Arjun and my heart jumped into my mouth. My skin turned pale and I had this feeling that I was caught red handed!

I just didn't have any idea about what the heck should I do next. I didn't have words in my mouth.

"Amaya..." I heard Meera calling my name.

"Uh..yeah...Meera we'll talk later," I said and immediately hung up.

He stood at the door, staring at me with blank eyes. I really had this eerie feeling which I clearly knew wasn't good for me.

"Uh..it was Meera," I blurted out of nervousness and answered his unasked question.

"What should I not know Amaya?" He questioned with a monotonous voice.

"Nothing...it's none of your business," I said as I stood up from the bed.

"You took my name," the moment he completed the word 'name', I simultaneously said, "Why do you give yourself so much of importance?"

The moment I said this, he opened his mouth to say something but stopped and again repeated the same but he couldn't gather words to speak.

"You know what, I don't care..." he muttered and walked into the walk in closet.

I mentally had a laugh...wicked one but again I was back to thinking about Arjun.
Why do I think so much about Arjun? Even now I dozed off and dreamed of him...our very first sexual encounter. It's not like I am always having this feeling for him but then...yes, I am still finding him hotter than I used to and I-I am kind of attracted to him but, hey! Come on. Everyone knows he is not mine. And I don't even want him. I hate him.

Yes...
I hate him. Believe me or not!

I simultaneously had a thought about Aahana and Aryan...and everyone who have come here for me.

What will I tell them? How will I explain it to them that why I did this? After how Disha looked at me today with disgust, I decided I wouldn't go back to that house again...not after how miserable I felt after seeing mom and everyone behave with me.

But now, I just have got another reason to stay. Dad. My dad whom I have never seen nor heard off. That unknown person who suddenly got this very important place in my life.

But why mom? Why did he leave you? Why did he leave us? What had happened between you both? What was it that broke us?

Was my life so little complicated that you added some amazing intricate situations and settings that I cannot ignore Mr God?

How can I forget...it's a freaking test! I can't take your help. Sorry!

Arjun came out after a while wearing his casuals. He was surely going out...I could make out.

"Where are you going?" I asked out of curiosity.

"None of your business," he taunted.

"Ofcourse," I muttered.

He took a file out of the night stand and left. I kept on looking at him till he left the room, shutting it behind him.

Amazing isn't it? I am his wife but I am not his! I have him but I don't have him!

I took my iPad and checked in the gallery. My babies! Aahana and Aryan.

I was so scared and upset that I would never become a mother but I did and I should be happy about it and I am but...I asked for a family! A complete family.

Arjun, my babies and me. But this one important person Arjun...he was taken away from me.

Ever since childhood I wanted dad to be there with us. Mom, dad, bhai and me. But again, dad was never with us. I have always grown up being deprived of a complete family and now...I am used to it.