KIWI [COMPLETED]

Kiwi: Chapter Fourteen

That night, Faye texted me na wag ko daw masyadong damdamin yung sinabi ni Kim kasi syempre they just broke up and baka he's missing her.

I just replied ok and don't worry wala lang naman sa akin yon. Pero fudge this, after thinking na I am going to snatch away Nick from Faye, ito naman ngayon? He really hate me that much ba? I don't even think that way? Nakakagigil!

Monday morning, pagbaba ko sa lobby ng dorm nandun sina Nick, Faye and Kim.

"Oh" I smiled "good morning"

"Ay nice timing" Faye said then tumayo and lumapit sa akin "we are thinking of a gift for Rich, what should we buy? Para sa party sa Saturday?"

"Errgghh, I don't know?" I replied and looked at her with worried face.

"Hay nako, come sit with us first, 12 pa class mo diba?" She looked at her watch "oh, may 2 hours ka pa" she pulled me pero pinigilan ko siya.

Nagulat siya and looked at my hand looked at me "huh?"

"Ah, I have something to do kasi Faye soo heheh"

"Ahh oh, I see" she smiled "okay, I'll text you na lang"

"May pupuntahan kaba?" Nick asked

"Ah, oo" I replied

"Osige, Faye will text you na lang"

"Okay" I said with okay sign and left. Di ko tinignan si Kim kasi baka isipin na naman niya na inaagaw ko yung place ni Jini.

I know it's so childish to act this way pero, this might be the only way para tumigil na sa Kim and stop hating me. I plan to spend less time with them these coming days and will find an excuse para hindi makasama sa Saturday. I really feel so out of place and hurts me a bit pero that's life. Not all people will appreciate you kaya move on na lang.

I just thought na baka naman we can be friends since friends naman kami ni Nick and especially Faye pero ang hirap tibagin ng wall niya and I don't have much time and effort na lalo pa't ayaw niya talaga patibag sa akin yon.

At time like these, I miss my mom. I mean, syempre kapag you're not feeling well or not feeling good about yourself, you want to talk to someone diba para naman maease yung pain and mom will always be that person for me. I wanted to cry pero shit kasi diba ang childish talaga. I can't think of anything but this.

At around 12nn, I was fixing my books sa locker and saktong pagsara ko pumasok si Kim sa hall. It's the first time na nakita ko siyang pumasok sa building na to. I know classmates kami sa isang minor subject pero this is the first time na I can confirm we are in the same building. Well, literally.

I immediately walked past him at hindi ko siya grineet. I pretended na hindi ko siya nakita.

At around 4PM, Faye texted me na may dinner daw kaming apat mamaya sa Fastino and they will wait at the lobby. I replied na I can't go since may tatapusin pa akong presentation for tomorrow.

"Whyy? TT TT kahit saglit lang?" Faye replied

"I'm sorry, I think I will just buy food and will bury myself in front of my PC. I'm sorry I really have to finish, for the report"

"O sige HUHUH"

"Thank you"

Meron naman talaga akong tatapusin na report pero madali lang naman talaga. As I've said, I will spend less time with them. This will benefit Kim and maybe me and Faye and Nick.

Days passed and I always have an excuse para sa mga dinner out, lunch together and even sa dorm kapag nakikita ko sila sa lobby. Faye keeps on texting me about sa party ni Rich and I replied with "okay :]" but in reality, I am thinking of a better excuse not to join them.

I don't even give a glare at Kim during our class sa minor subject kahit na he's sitting on my right side kasi saktong yun na lang ang walang nakaupo and i'm also getting used of not having them around.