Destroy Me

30."being destroyed"

"No" I say.
   "What do you mean?" Wilson ask with confusion.
  "I mean no. No. I'm not coming with you. I've seen your good and your evils. I just-" I get louder.
    "No! I have seen many things from you but this.." I yell and point around me.
   "This isn't happening. We had a chance. I wished for it but it's gone. You don't get to decide my life or who I like or hang with. Nobody does!" I yell.
  "I'm sorry" Wilson says. He had upset in his eyes.
   He looks into my eyes and knows my next move. I've done this before, when I left, ran away.
     "Please don't. Please. I love you" Wilson says.
    I hand him the necklace he gave me when we were 13. I keep in my pocket, always.
   "Keep it" I say as I roll it into his hands and kiss him.
 
    "Good bye" I say, then turn around and run.
   I know where I'm going, not a bright idea. It might work though. I'm changing. Im breaking. Im being destroyed.

Will we ever see the true Sarah.