White Roses a.b

chapter 12

Ashley followed Andy with mounting trepidation. Her stomach was in knots over meeting the King, but she did her best to steel herself against what she assumed was his imminent proposal.

It was difficult to steel herself against it when she wasn't sure what her answer would be. Every time she imagined how miserable she would be upon accepting his proposal, it was followed by a vision of how delighted her parents would be. How very proud. Oh, how her mother would brag . . .

Her seesaw emotions were not helped by the casual whistling of the Joker who walked a pace ahead of her, or the narrow cut of his shoulders, or his elegantly long strides that made her blood rush for reasons she couldn't fathom.

Her head spun. Maybe she would faint again. She almost embraced the idea.

Andy led her into a courtyard that was surrounded by boxwoods and chiming bluebells. A fountain sat in its center and the King was walking around its edge like a tightrope walker, his arms outstretched for balance.

Andy cleared his throat. 'Your Majesty, may I present Lady Ashley Costello.'

The King squealed with delight and hopped off the fountain.

Ashley curtsied, and cursed herself for not having fainted during the walk.

'Thank you, Andy, thank you. That will be all!' The King clapped his hands as Andy bowed once to him and once to Ashley. He seemed to hesitate as he met her eyes, as if he saw the pleading in her face. The chant of please, please don't leave that was running loops in her head.

His brow creased.

Bracing herself, Ashley looked away.

'I won't be far,' said Andy, 'should my presence be wanted.'

Though it was said to the King, Ashley suspected he meant it for her. She did not look up again until she'd heard the faint thumping of his boots passing out of the courtyard.

She and the King were left alone in the romantic gardens. He was smiling at her like he'd just opened an unbirthday present and found it was precisely what he'd asked for.

'You wished to see me, Your Majesty?'

'I did, Lady Costello.'

A heavy, clouded silence followed before the King cleared his throat. 'Don't the gardens look marvelous today? Listen to those bluebells, so in tune.'

She listened. The bluebells' chime was beautiful, hitting all the right notes. The music did nothing to calm her.

The King offered her his arm, and she had no choice but to take it and allow him to lead her along the pathways, between geraniums and creeping ivy and heavy-headed dahlias. The King was so jovial, practically skipping beside her. She wanted to put her hands on his shoulders and order him to calm down, but she did her best to be amused by his enthusiasm instead. She listened while he gabbled on about which flowers the gardeners had chosen for the upcoming season and how his vintner was going to make elderberry wine this year and how very excited he was to attend the annual Turtle Days Festival that the Marquess and Marchioness were hosting, and would she be there – but of course she would, being their daughter – and would she dance the quadrille and was she eager to try her luck at the oyster hunt?

She listened with utmost politeness, but hardly heard any of it. The weight of the paper-wrapped macarons inside her pocket became an anchor dragging her down. She had baked them to ensure she was still in the King's good graces. She had baked them with the intention of compelling him into a marriage proposal.