Sometimes it's a little too much...|| Emilio Martinez

Chapter 1

3rd Person's POV

Ivan bursts into the house. Screaming his brother's name knowing his life could depend on it. No one answers. Now the whole TEAM 10 is panicking.
"EMI!!! EMILIO!!!!"-panic rising in Ivan's voice. They run upstairs not knowing what will they find. In the Martinez Twins bedroom Emilio is laying on the floor. His veins are cut open. The blood is pouring out like it's water. And a bottle of half empty sleeping pills next to him. "CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!- Ivan shouts to the others while his sight is blurred by his tears. "The ambulance on its way!"-Jake said. They tried to stop the bleeding by putting towels on the cuts. "Please stay with me Emi !- said Ivan through his tears
----------2months ago-----------------
Emilio POV

I woke up with ache all over my body. Yesterday after one of Jake's vlog the boys were very angry. This whole thing with Logan is getting out of control. And of course I'm the one who suffers because of it. You migth ask Why ? Well because every time they got angry I get a punch or some colorful words to my face. For being useless, ugly, fat etc. And of course it's all off camera. Making Emilio's life a living hell is the new challenge. The worst part is that my brother does the same thing. But it's ten times worse hearing and feeling from him. I head to the bathroom and lock the door. So no one can burst on me while doing my thing. I pull my sleeves up and take a look on my cuts. Yes I'm cutting. Why? Helps with stress. Back to what I was doing. The cuts on my wrists and tights have they own stories

For being useless

Because you're fat

Why are you even alive ?

We would be better without you

These thoughts ran through my mind. I cut 1,2,3,4. The blood poured out of my wrists. Feeling of reliefe. This is how I feel right now. I wash the blood off and put on a long sleeved sweater. I go downstairs to get a cup of water. The others are eating breakfest or look through their phones. I on the other hand hadn't eaten 3 days in a row. Why ? Because I'm fat. After I get my water Tessa sit next to me. She's the only one who's still nice to me. "Hey, good morning Emi !- she said smiling. "Good morning to you too Tessa !- said while forcing a fake smile on my face. "Why are you talking to him ?"-asked Jake with disgust on his face. On the inside I cringed. Why are they like this to me ? "You can do better Tessa."-he walked away. Tessa gave me a sad smile. "It's OK Tessa."- I told her to make her feel better. Walked back to my room. Ivan wasn't there. He's probably with Chance and Anthony. I hope this day wouldn't be worse than the others. Oh boy was I wrong...
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Hope you guys liked my first chapter. Sorry for any spelling mistakes. English is my second language. Vote and comment. Tell me what do you think about the story so far

-Nina-