Emilio POV
These few days went by quickly. Ivan stayed with me everyday. After a long time, I finally got my brother back. We tried to stay strong but sometimes one of us shed down his armour. Those were the hard times. It's heartbreaking to see the other cry. In the end of the day if feels good to know someone stands my side. Tho I'm a bit scared to go back to the others. Neither of us know what will welcome us. Together we'll be stronger, I know it.
Right now we're getting ready amd packing our suitcases. At first parents didn't want us to go back. Even Ivan told me we shouldn't go back and just quit ! It was our dream to live in the US, so I won't let this stop us. Ivan is a bit worried but I'm not. Not anymore ! If Ivan will be by my side nothing wrong can happen. Back to the packing... We have like 30 minutes to get to the airport...amazing ! Please note my sarcasm. I already packed mine and my brother's too. He didn't asked me to but I did it anyway. I heard the door open, Ivan came in the room. "Hey, Emi ! What are you doing ?" "I'm packing my suitcase." "I should pack mine too..." "You don't have to !" "Why ?" "Cause I already packed yours too." "You did ?" "Yes I did !" "You shouldn't have !" "I had to. You told me remember ?" "Emilio.....I..It was just part of the show !" "Oh well, then !"-It's promising that all of this was just lie...a show. I knew my brother would never hurt me ! Wish the others would quit too. "Let's go to the airport Ivan, we'll be late !" "Are you sure you want to go back ?" "Yes I am ! If all of this is just a game then they will stop. How much time time do I have left until it ends ?" "About 3 weeks ? Or maybe a bit more." "Then we will have a very long 3 weeks..."- Bags are packed we are ready to go back. I try to show Ivan that I'm not scared tho is isn't true. I'm terrified of what is going to happen. "Emilio !" "Yeah ?" "The plaine leaves if we won't go up !" "Oh sorry ! I was caught up in my thoughts." "What were you thinking about ?" "Nothing important." "Ok let's go then!"
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The flight was very uneventful. Ivan mostly slept and I listened to music. Ivan talked to the others, he told me that Chance and Anthony will pick us up. They aren't so bad. Maybe they won't do anything, I mean after all we are in a public place ! "Ivan ! Wakey wakey ! We have to get down!" "Wha-what ? Noooo ! Give me 5 more minutes Emi !" "I would give you but I can't. We are on a plane !" "Ok"- I had to drag him down but we made it ! After our lagguage had been taken, Ivan send a text to Chance that we are waiting for them. 10 minutes later the car pulled up. We greeted eachother. Mostly they just greeted Ivan. I knew this would happen. I'm ok with it. It hurts but I know it won't last long. In the car there weren't much converastion....for me at least. Anthony just left me out. Ivan tried to involve me in but he failed. It means a lot that he tried but I told him earlier he has to play along with the others.
When we arrived at the house my aniexity rose to the impossible. Ivan squised my shoulder to show he is with me. I tried to give him confident smile, and I failed.. I was the last one to enter the house. "Hey loser ! We missed our punching bag ! Can't wait to start again !"-Jake said. Ohh shit.... I'm screwed ! Like VERY screwed !
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Sometimes it's a little too much...|| Emilio Martinez
Fanfiction{Discontinued} WARNING: self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder ------------------------------------------------------------- Everything went well between the two brothers until something ruined everything. Ivan and everyone at TEAM 10 started...