Ivan POVSh*t,sh*t,sh*t !!!! I'm SO screwed !! How is this even happened ?! I'm so stupid !! Why have I done that ?! I'm the worst !!
I paced back and forth in my room , pulling on my hair with every step. It has been a few hours since Emilio left. I'm going insane with every minute passing by. Of course I got my lecture from Rebecca. I deserved it... I deserved it so bad... The worst brother of the year , no the worst brother of the century award goes to me ! Rebecca told mum and dad about what happened. Well , I got my lecture for life. But I deserved it all... My parents and Rebecca went out hours ago to try and find him. I tried to call him numerous times , with no luck. By this time every member of TEAM 10 knew about the things that happened. Sooo I'm screwed very much. It's been 4 hours now ! Insanity is knocking on my door. The last text I got from Rebecca was an hour ago. Still nothing about his whereabouts. I can't imagine what could possibly happened to my brother ! To be honest , I'm scared to know it too. RING RING RING- My phone started to ring. I nearly fell, trying to get to the phone. "Rebecca hey , what's up ? Did you find anything ?" "Nothing so far...." "Dammit Emi !"-tears welled up in my eyes. But I didn't care. Not now. "Look Ivan ! This all wouldn't happened if you had some self control" "I know... I know..." "OK, I just made sure" "Don't have to. I'm already guilty enough without you saying it to my face." "No wonder why.... But what happened ? Why did you do it ?" I-I-I.... I don't know." "OK... We'll be home in 10 minutes." "See ya soon !" "Bye"-------------------Emilio POV----------------------
Sunshine shone through the curtains of the motel. The room was filled with the sound of birds chirping and light snoring from Emilio. He hadn't had this good of sleep in a LONG time. He turned his phone off so no one could call him track him down.
I'm wondering if they're even looking for me. Maybe not. I'm just a burden to everyone. I got up from bed and walked to the bathroom. My old little friend found its way to my wrist. Blood Blood Blood. Sometimes I feel like a vampire. All I want is blood. All I see is blood. The pain, the blood, the suffer. I need it. Relieving stress.
After my little income with my friend I went back to the bedroom. Feel like it's time to turn my phone on. Not long after my phone was turned on, arsenals of texts and missed calls bombarded me. Calls from mum , dad , Rebecca and even Ivan. Texts just like this. I don't know what to do, honestly. My parents probably moved every rock to find me. But I need more time to think. I'll figure out something.-----------------------3rd POV-----------------------
It's been 24 hours. 24 hours ago Emilio vanished without any sign of his whereabouts. His family members are eating dinner in quite. You could hear a pin drop. The tension is thick in the air. No one dare to speak to the other. It feels like they came home from a funeral. Sadness took over the family and in Ivan's case it paired with guilt. Knowing all of this is his fault.
DINGDONG DINGDONG - the doorbell rang. "I'll open it."- said Ivan. He stood up from the table. When he opened the door his heart stopped beating. "Are you Ivan Martinez ?"- a police officer asked. "Yes, it's me. What can I help you with, sir ?" "I came here because of your brother. They took him to the hospital. You're his emergency contact.-----------------------------------------------------------
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Sometimes it's a little too much...|| Emilio Martinez
Fanfiction{Discontinued} WARNING: self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder ------------------------------------------------------------- Everything went well between the two brothers until something ruined everything. Ivan and everyone at TEAM 10 started...