Emilio POV
In the morning my feet hurt like hell. I limped to the bathroom. The feel of the need of cuttin hurted more than my toe. I locked the door to the bathroom. My blade i behind the soaps in a small box. Relieve went through me when the blade touched my skin. My blood poured down on my arm. Small drops of blood landed on the floor. After 6 cuts I thought it's enough. I cleaned up and limped down the stairs. My toe hurt really bad so I want to ask Jake if he could take me to the hospital. "Hey, Jake" "What do you want ?!" "Can you take me to the doctor? My toe hurts very bad." "Don't be such a pussy! You can't even take a little pain ?! Pathetic !"- he walked away. Tears welled up in my eyes. I tried to blink them away. Maybe Tessa will help me.
I knocked on Tessa's door. She opened the door with wide smile. But her smile faded away when she saw my hurt expression." You OK Emilio ?" "No, I don't think so" " What happened ?" "My toe hurt badly. Can you take me to the doctor ?" "Of course I can. Come I help you to the car." "Thank you !"
On our way to the hospital Tessa didn't ask a single question. She knew how the others are treating me. So it wasn't much of a question what happened. "OK we're here !" "Thanks Tessa ! You can go now if you want to. Don't have to stay here !" "Emi don't be like this ! I stay here with you ! Now let's go !" The doctor called me in. Turned out I broke my my bigtoe. Great! Just, great ! " So what did the doctor say ?"-asked Tessa with concern on her face. "My bigtoe is broken. Other than that everything is just fine !" "I'm glad you're fine ! Sorry for your toe !" "It's OK. Really !"-said to her, smiling. "Let's take you home."- we walked to the car. Maybe, maybe not I let that part out when the doctor told me I'm underweighted. But she doesn't have to know about it. And in my opinion I'm still fat so...yeah
"We're home Emi. Do you need help ?" "No, I'm good and thanks for taking me to the hospital." "You're welcome !" Doc gave me some painkillers but I won't take it. The pain is bearible. "Look Cindarella is back !" "Where were you cry baby ?"-the boys just laughed at these comments. I tried to avoid it but is was hard. "We had pizza but we ate all of it." "You know the pigs like you shouldn't eat too much."- Jake said while the others laughed their asses off. I quickly take a bottle of water out of the fridge. Slowely but surly I went to my bedroom. Ivan was there too. Where's my luck when I need it !" Hi, Ivan" "Hey la Cenicienta (Hey Cinderella)! ¿Cómo está la princesa dedo del pie? (How's the princess toe?)-after his sentence he boursed out laughing. "Está roto.(It's broken)"- I said nearly like a wishpers. But he heard it. The laughing immedatly stopped. He looked a bit guilty for laughing at me. "Ohh. Espero que se mejore pronto ( I hope it gets better soon)" "Gracias (Thanks)" " bueno, yo debería ir (Well I should get going)" "¿A dónde vas? Ivan(Where are you going?)" "vamos a tener una noche de chicos (We're having a boys night)" " Oh ! Diviértete entonces ! (Have fun then)" " no voy a preocuparme (I will don't worry)"- with a smirk he left. I should take a shower. After all of my dirty clothes were in the laundry, I saw myself in the mirror. My ribs and shoulder bones are poking out. But, I'm still fat. Standing under the hot water is the highlight of my day. Stepping out of the shower is freezing. It's around 11P.M. when I went to bed. Thinking about what the others are doing. Probably they're having lot of fun. Wish I could be there with them.... Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
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Sorry if the spanish parts a wrong! I used translator to do it.
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