August 15, 2011
Dear Mom, Dad, Papa, Mama and Bianca,
Hello. Are you having a tea party in heaven? Are you singing too? Dancing? I hope you do.
Mom....Dad, are you having a good conversation with Mama and Papa? Oh, by the way they will teach you how to use Sign Language so that you can talk to Bianca too. They might also tell you how my self confidence in Dalton is immeasurable. But I think you already know it, because I know you always watch over me.
Mom, Bianca loves the story about the Dinosaur that you used to read to me before I sleep.
It's been 5 years, but your voice is still crystal clear to me, every time I read the story to lil' sis. I mimic how you read it, although I have to do some sign language so that she could understand me and it works. I miss your kisses too, same as Dad's. I miss Dad calling me slugger.
Mama, Papa, and my lil sis - it's been 2 months. I miss you terribly. So much.
Today, I am in my childhood bedroom in the West Home. Joe is my Foster Father now and Iris is my foster Sister. And by the way, Iris has a boyfriend now his name is Eddie Thawne - he is Joe's partner in CCPD. He is also part of the family now. I have a crush on him before, but I now see him as a Big Brother.
They are so kind to me, so patient with me, that sometimes I don't deserve it. Because, I can't force myself to have my real smile and laugh. I smile but I know that they are aware that it is only forced. I can see it on Joe's and Iris eyes, they are sad because of me and I hate it.
But, I can't help feeling like this. The Darkness is eating me up. I can't get out. It is so hard.
Mama.....Papa....I am so sorry. I did everything in my power to save the Smythe estate, but it was taken by the Government, they said that we owe them a lot and so is your stocks from big companies, they are gone too. I don't know what it is or what happened. Joe helped too in saving our house and investigating the anomalies. Even our family lawyer said that.....
Nothing is left....
Our memories are there....
I want to save it and I don't really care about the money.....anymore...
I feel sorry for our Butler Luca and our Chef Adriana, they cried and hugged me so tight. "Be a good boy young master"
Can I just wish for my family to come back to me?
Please be back.....everyone....
I promise I will visit all of you soon. I am preparing for something big...
And I hope you like the new Mausoleum with the name engraved outside - Allen & Smythe. I decided that the design will be roman inspired, I also put pictures of you. So that people would never forget how beautiful my family is.
I will go to bed soon....
I am so sad.....I really really miss you guys....
Sleep is my only friend....
It makes me dream of you...
I love you...
With so much sadness and badly misses you,
Your Bear
P.S. I decided to use Bear now, because that's what you love to call me.
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FanfictionBarry was orphaned at the age 11, and again at the age of 16. So he considers himself as a person born with a bad luck when it comes to having a family. Being an orphan not just once, but twice. Even his Foster Dad Joe got into an accident during a...
