I'm Looking For You(One Direction)

Ch. 41 My Answer

¤Laura P.O.V.¤

I just told Liam everything, Damn!

I stare into his chocolate brown eyes and I see the pain I caused him in the last couple of minutes, but I see something else.

I see the love he has for me.

I know I love him, but I don't know. I mean I desperately want to say yes, I just can't get myself to.

"Laura, I know that your trying to make your mind side on something. Make it say yes. Everyone is still outside, well maybe. I know that the lads don't want to leave the table, but practically all the women followed you.

"They came over here to see how you were. I came here to find an answer. I want to know what you say." he stares at my eyes intently.

"Liam, I just don't know how to answer," I reply.

"Don't do that, I know what you're doing. You're listening to your head and heart. They are contradicting and confusing you. I know you analyze everything, but don't.

"Don't tell me the pros and cons. Tell me your answer. I know you've thought through the pros and cons of just dating me, but you kept it secret. You barely were able to tell that crowd earlier.

"I know this is difficult for you," he lifts my face from staring at the ground. "Hey, look at me." He says softly as I look into those eyes again. "Tell me your answer, please."

"Liam," I take a deep breath. "Can I have a minute?" I ask as he nods.

"I'll just be outside," he says as he leaves out the door.

When I know he's gone I dial Mark, my best friend from the states.

"Hey, stranger." he says brightly.

"Mark, I need advice."

"What is it?" he asks worried

"I was just proposed to-"

"That's fantastic,"

"But I don't know how to reply."

"Laura, Laura, Laura, Laura," he scolds. "You already know what to answer. I have no idea why you've called me if you know what you want to say."

"Mark, please." I beg

"No, you know the answer. Now I have to go. I got a customer" the line goes dead at the end of his word.

I know who to call next. I dial the number and hope they answer.

"Hello?"

"Ciara," I sigh her name in relief, "I need advice."

"Advice?" she laughs, "from me? You've got to be kidding me."

"Seriously, I mean you and Ashton are in a great relationship, I need advice."

"On what?"

"Liam asked me something big and I don't know how to reply." I say.

"Listen to your heart. Don't listen to your head, the only thing your heads does is confuse you." she states.

"That's it?" I ask.

"Yup, now I've got to go. I'm planning a party." She says and hangs up.

"Damn you all," I mumble to no one.

I stare at the ceiling as I remember their words.

You know the answer.

Listen to your heart.

I know what they mean, but I have this internal fight going on.

Liam has told me he wants an answer, but can I really give him one. I know what he wants to hear and I know I want to give him that answer, but I can't bring myself to say that word.

I rub my face and brush my hands through my hair in frustration. I take deep breaths as I haul myself off the wall and towards the door. I have my answer and I need to tell him.

"Liam," I call as I walk out. He's standing right next to the door and stares at me. "I have my answer. Let's just go back to everyone" he nods and we walk back.

I have my answer.

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A/N

Epilogue is a chapter away.

Steal My Girl is officially out, but was leaked yesterday. I bet it was Liam, since he was bored in his hotel room and like a minute later the song was leaked.

Happy birthday to my cousin Kathy!

...

I so meant to post this so long ago... As you can probably tell. I mean FOUR is out so this is kind of stupid.

I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long... 3 months? Anyways I deeply apologize. Anyways I'll try to update soon!

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