Troye's POV
Tyler keeps looking at me. At first I ignored him but then I found it best to keep a close eye on him as he watched me.
"Are you ok Troye?" Alfie asks, flexing his biceps. Zoe swoons and now me and Tyler both roll our eyes.
"I'm alright..." I mutter getting self conscious at all the eyes now on me.
"Lets play Truth or Dare bottle Edition!" Zoe suggests. I groan but accept nonetheless. The bottle lands on Zoe and then on Alfie.
"Truth or Dare?" Zoe asks
"Dare!" He replies
"Alfie, I dare you to flex your bicep!" Zoe giggles. I cover my eyes and pretend to be sick but laugh it off. The bottle lands on me now...
"Truth or dare?" Alfie asks me
"Erm... Dare!" I decide. I'm not having any questions
"OK... I dare you to kiss Tyler on the cheek!" He laughs. Tyler looks shocked but I do it anyway. He goes red and looks at the floor. his cheek was soft and smooth, making me even more tempted to kiss his face off.
"Troye?" Zoe asks, looking at me. I snap back to reality
"Oh yea..." I spin the bottle and it lands on Zoe
"Dare!" She squeals, nearly deafening me.
"I dare you to smack Alfie's ass... TWICE!" I announce. She looks smug and does as she is told.
Tyler's POV
After Troye kissed me on the cheek I kinda zoned out. His lips were soft and I knew what I wanted now... I wanted Troye Sivan to be my boyfriend.
"For the last one: Truth or Dare Tyler? Oh and can I just say, you guys need rest because you are totally zoned out!" Zoe laughed
"Truth..." I eventually decide on. Alfie whispers something to Zoe and she smiles. Oh shit.
"Ok... If you had to rate Troye on looks outta 10, ten being the highest, what would you rate him?" She smirks and awaits. I begged to scream a million but I kept it friendly
"7.5" I decide on. More than ugly but not fucking perfect like reality. Troye excuses himself and goes back to his room. I decide to check the calories, fat, nutrients and sugar in the Nutella before I leave. It read:
fat: 0.5
Sugar: 1.5
Nutrients: 1
Calories: 10
I keep the results to myself as I analyse what this meant. He could be starving himself. Or stocking up and eating tons. I hear his car door close and he drives off
"He has probably gone to stock up on Nutella!" I joke, praying I was right... I go back to my room and wait for him to come back.
Troye's POV
I had run out of gauze apparently, after I had the urge to cut this morning. I made do with toilet paper which was now coming off in bits. I arrived at the pharmacy and walked in.
"Can I have 40 rolls of Gauze?" I ask the women behind the counter
"Hospital I.D?" She asks pointedly. I show her my old pass and get out my wallet.
"You don't pay here Mr Sivan! The local hospital pays for that itself!" She chuckles, her posh accent fading quickly. I found out about gauze after I worked in my local hospital in Australia. I quit the job but I kept my pass for later on... She hands me 3 bags full, one just below full. I run across the road and grab 2 jars of Nutella, just so Tyler wouldn't get suspicious. As I walk upstairs I walk past Zalfie's room, listening out for conversation. The only noise was Zoe's moan here and there. I rushed into my room and hid all contents under the sink. I had just waked out of the bathroom holding 2 jars of Nutella when I heard a knock on my door.
"Troye?" Tyler called out
"Yeah?" I call back, itching my wrists. He comes in and I shove my sleeves right down, just before he sees anything...
"What's wrong boo? I know you are nervous but we have a meet-up each in 10 and we aren't even there yet!" he pressures me and I don't know what to do...
"Lets go then! cant be late!" I exclaim walking past him. Little did I know, things were about to get MUCH worse...
A/N: Omg... Sorry for the late upload! This is pretty much a filler chapter but next will be a LONG chapter I swear :) Can you guys recommend any long fanfics (at least 10 pages or 6 chapters) they have to be Troyler or LushLaws so... Self-harm ones are good for personal reasons but hey, I'll take what I can get ;)
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Secrets... (Troyler self harm fanfic)
FanfictionThis is a fanfic and MAY be triggering! This is all experiences I may/may not have had with me and my friends... It is about Troye Sivan and Tyler Oakley. It IS a self harm fanfic and all my story's will have that in... I honestly don't mean to offe...
