A/N: I have been watching #Troyler on live streams and stuff so y'all better get ready for me to slay this story! Ayy so I need someone to recommend Troyler fanfics and anything else Troyler because otherwise I will have withdrawals! A long-ER chapter for y'all because I'm feeling happy. But warning because this is a FILLER CHAPTER for Chapter 8!
- Livvy LushLaws xoxo
Troye's POV
I was thinking of what to say when Tyler saved the silence. He stammered a bit before mumbling
"Thanks for the lovely day out." I kiss his cheek and continue walking. What did he want to ask? When we get back I decide to ask. He is in the kitchen whilst I'm in the living room
"Tilly?" I call out, leaning across the chair towards the door
"Yes boo?" He calls back, sticking his head round the door.
"What were you gonna say on the walk home?" I ask, getting up. He blushes red and walks out.
"Just that I had a fab night... Nothing else!" Tyler skips around the Kitchen Island that I'm sitting at. I nod reluctantly and eat my eggs that he had prepared.
Later that night Tyler decided we watch a movie. I had no idea what one but I sit down next to him happily. As the film begins and the first Fox sign appears, I notice Tyler keeps glancing at me worriedly.
"This is a story based on a close friend... He has had troubles but lets get back to that...." A strangely familiar voice speaks from a black screen. Tyler is fixated on the screen so I get into it too.
"This boy is my life... At first he was a mystery. A skinny, perfect mystery. I wanted to meet him so we met up, a plane ride in between." I suddenly recognise the voice.
"Tyler...." I breathe, trying to calm down. This was a video about me... I begin to get up but he pulls me back down
"Stay. Here." Tyler warns. I see me and him filming, cuddling, making out. All the time Tyler explained my story from his point of view. Was I REALLY that bad?
Tyler's POV
I HAD to do it. I had made the film about Troye originally just to express my feelings personally but seeing him still cutting, I decided to show him. By the end I realise I was crying so hard that I didn't see him leave my side. I had originally pulled him down for obvious reasons but now I was definitely worried. I was silent for a second as I heard sobbing From another room.
"Troye? Please don't tell me you are where you think you are!" I shout, no doubt louder than I should. After silence I know where he is. I run to the bathroom and start banging against the door
"Troye I warn you... I did it once and I will do it again! Open this door NOW!" I demand. With no response I go to get my crow bar, especially for these moments.
"Tyler... Open this door and I will slit my throat before you can reach me!" He threatens from behind the door. I stop in my place, unsure of what to do. After about half an hour I hear the door unlock and Troye runs out crying. I was sat in between the stairs and the bathroom. Realizing he was trapped, he slumps on the floor, shrieking in pain. I slowly walk towards him and I begin to see what he did.
"Troye.... Take off your clothes." I calmly order. He reluctantly does as he was told, revealing cut upon cut upon cut.
"Ty.... I- I-I'm sorry..." He weeps.
A/N: Wooow.... TRUST me! I absolutely H-A-T-E writing this stuff but it makes a better story I think... I'm not gonna bore you with writing so Chapter 8 will be up either soon or tomorrow :)
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