A/N: Here is the much awaited (but unfortunately short) Chapter 11!!! Dedication goes to sarahbug1995 and her story Dark Secrets And Inappropiate Relationships story!! No self harm in it but it is amazing!!! It has smut and a few trigger warnings bc of abuse and painful flashbacks so... Plus (just a lil side note) I create each chapters fanart!!! ;-) Me and Sarah are like sisters and I love her to pieces!!! <3 Anyway... Read that story first and then come back and read mine ;-P
##Time skip 2 months##
Troye's POV
It was Tyler's birthday in two days and we were throwing a party!!! I was nervous because of what Caspar had said. I hadnt stopped cutting but Tilly didnt know... Alfie was coming over soon to help plan whilst Ty and Zoe went shopping.
I sat in the kitchen drumming my hands on the table when Alfie entered the room. I have him the spare key just in case I zoned out
"Hey man!" I greeted, pulling out a chair for him. He sat down and nodded
"So I was thinking! Alcohol, party till 10:30 like last time and how about a live DJ?" He asked, studying my face for a reaction. I kept my smile even though I was dying inside. Alcohol. The stupid stuff almost ruined my wedding night!
"Brill! Hey Alfie? Can you sort this out? I dont want Ti-Ty to find out..." I was beet red from my slip up but I just prayed he wouldnt notice.
"Sure! Ti-Ty wont know anything!" He smirked walking out with so much sass, I began to question HIS sexuality. I began scrolling through Tumblr whilst I awaited Zoe's confirmation text.
Tyler's POV
I was in TopShop with Zoe when she found a really cute ocean blue sweater.
"This would look gorgeous with Troye's eyes! I sighed at the thought of my marvelous husband waiting at home. I had bought a new top that hugged my figure nicely, a new pair of Converse for Troye because I knew he wanted them soon bad.
"Can we go now?" I whined. it had been like 2 hours and I was already missing Troye.
"Yeah but first I wanna ask... Is Troye a virgin?" Zpe asked, making me do a spit take wit my Starbucks coffee.
"Z-zoe?! I mean.... I-I know he i-is but that d-doesnt matter right?" I stuttered, my face becoming red from embarrassment.
"Chill I was joking! But nice to know!" She winked and sasheyed (Is that even a word wtf?! like swaying their hips over dramatically basically but it looks good) I stood gobsmacked in the entrance of TopShop. A man knocked me out of the way
"Move it fag!" He grumbled, turning round to obviously witness my reaction. These acting lessons from Troye better pay off! I thought as I put on my loudest and utmost best girly voice ever
"Oh deary me! We need a doctor for this poorly twat! He thinks calling me, a fluorescent homey-sexual a cigarette -also known as 'fag'- is an insult in the twenty firsty century!!!!" (This is all spelt correct btw) I burst out laughing and so did the people who had stopped shopping to witness my epic acting skills. I bowed down as people clapped before skipping off to join Zoe
"I cannot believe you would do something like that!" She laughed
"Best believe it girl!" I laughed and skipped back to the car.
A/N: Hey people! I kinda realized something... Y'all ACTUALLY like this story! I mean, I'm jus going with the flow here so... My sass shone out a bit here too! can you tell in Tyler's POV? ;-P
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Secrets... (Troyler self harm fanfic)
FanfictionThis is a fanfic and MAY be triggering! This is all experiences I may/may not have had with me and my friends... It is about Troye Sivan and Tyler Oakley. It IS a self harm fanfic and all my story's will have that in... I honestly don't mean to offe...
