Expecting The Unexpected |Jk ff|

Chapter 30: The Kiss

Jungkook's pov

Alex and I haven't been as close as I thought we would've gotten.

I mean that's the whole reason why I asked her for help. She's the girl that I like. I thought when I told her characteristics of the girl something would stand out. Maybe she'd realize that she's the girl.

But I was obviously wrong.

I got yelled at by Tristyn after Alex left. Apparently she heard mine and Alex's conversation. She was mad at me, but when I actually got her to stop yelling at me and hear me out, I told her what I was trying to do.

She still yelled at me after that though.

For the first time in awhile Alex and I are hanging out without our others friends around. She's here helping me study, I'm looking at my history book when she decides to speaks up.

"Do you still need help with that girl you like?" She asks all of a sudden and I quickly turn my attention to her.

"Only if you're up to helping me. Like I said I don't want to pressure you into doing it if you don't feel comfortable doing it." I say and she nods.

She seems to toss this idea back and forth for a few before letting out a sigh.

"I'll help you. What all do you need help with anyway?" She asks and I'm still shocked that she actually agreed.

"Everything?" I say unsure and she laughs.

"I don't think that's true, I mean you're able to ask someone on a date, which is a very important thing, I think you'll just have to practice umm other stuff." She says and gets awkward towards the end.

"Other stuff?" I ask and she slightly smirks.

"You know things like kissing or other things. Basically if you wanna get physical or interment." She says and I widen my eyes a bit, finally catching onto what she meant.

Would she want to do that?

Geez Jungkook get your head out of the gutter! I can't think about her like that, even if it was... No! I can't.

"You don't have to answer this, but would you be comfortable doing those things? Like kissing and stuff?" I ask and lean towards her in curiosity.

"Depends on what we do. Anything, but sex. I'm not giving that up yet." She says and I nod completely understanding.

"Don't worry that wasn't what I was wanting to do anyway." I say honestly.

She sighs and sends me a small smile of appreciation.

"So Jungkook I guess I should start off this helping thing with, have you ever been in a relationship before?"

"Umm not a serious one no, my career kinda makes it hard to do that, but I have had one before. That was when I was in primary school." I explain.

"Oh okay, umm have you had your first kiss?" She asks and I nod.

"Yeah it was also in primary school with the same person I "dated". It was technically my first kiss, but it was so awkward that I hate to consider it." I say and she nods with a little grin.

"Would you consider yourself a good kisser?"

"Uh I don't know, I don't kiss many people." I respond and she laughs.

"On a scale of 1-10 how would you rate yourself?" She asks and I shrug.

What does my kissing ability have to do with anything?

"Umm a 7?"

She nods and I'm even more confused.

"Okay we're gonna do an experiment real quick. Pretend I'm the girl you like and you just finished we'll say your 3rd date. You really want to kiss her goodnight, what do you do?" She asks and sits herself right in front of me.

"Uh I would-"

"No! Don't explain it to me, act it out. When I say pretend I mean actually pretend. Act as if we're in that situation right now."

I don't have to pretend though. You're already here in front of me. I nod anyways and turn towards her.

She's not helping my nerves by looking at me the way she is right now.

"Are you sure you're okay with this?" I ask nervously.

"It's okay Jungkook, I promise I'm okay with this." She reassures me and I nod.

I lean forward and cup a side of her face with one hand. I don't know what to do with my other hand and she catches onto that, so she grabs it and puts it on her waist. Her eyes flutter closed and I lean closer.

Still debating if I want break the little space we have between us now.

What will this do to us if I do this?

Will it be awkward after?

Will have the same feelings as me?

Will she like it?

Will she hate me?

I continue to overthink and I guess she got tired of waiting on me to do something because she speaks up.

"Just do it, it's okay." She says softly and I waste no more time.

I place my lips to hers and can't help all the thoughts running through my head. Like the most obvious one being...

HOLY SHIT I'm actually kissing her.

Another being, why am I enjoying the feeling of her lips on mine so much? This is only our first kiss and I'm already craving more.

Stupid damn hormones.

Control yourself Jungkook!

I could get used to this though. Her being the only girl I kiss good morning, afternoon, and good night. The feelings I'm feeling right now I've never experienced before. I don't want this to end.

Sadly though it does.

We eventually pull away so we can catch our breaths, stupid oxygen ruining my moment. I lean my forehead on hers. I glance down at her face to see it's a little red.

A blush?

She had a tiny smile on her lips. The lips I just kissed. The ones that are very tempting to kiss again.

She leans back and I move to where I'm sitting beside her.

"That's definitely better than a 7." She says with a light laugh causing me to laugh as well.

Just wait Alex that was only because I was nervous. But now that I'm not... I held back.

But let's just say next time I won't be so nervous and I definitely won't hold back.

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A/N
UGHHHH this took forever to write! But I hope you enjoyed this!