Chapter 34: Make it Rainism

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Jungkook's pov
*time skip to music festival performance*

All the hyungs and I are waiting in the green room. I'm currently getting my makeup and hair fixed. When I'm presentable enough to the hair and makeup noona's, they tell me to go get Jimin.

Manager hyung hands me my cane that I'm using for the performance. I continue to practice and try not to hit anyone in the process. While I practice Hobi hyung comes over to watch me.

When I finish my first run through I look at Hobi for his thoughts. He claps and I smile.

"It's good, just try to relax a bit more." He advises and I nod.

"I'm sure it's just nerves, he'll be great like always when he gets on stage." Jin hyung says walking up to us.

"Yeah, he's not the Golden maknae for nothing!" Namjoon shouts and Yoongi hyung slaps him upside the head.

"Don't shout I'm trying to sleep."

"Sorry hyung." Namjoon mumbles and Yoongi waves him off.

"Go away."

Namjoon does as told and stands away from the couch and walks over to where Taehyung is resting.

"Three minutes guys!" A staff member yells.

"You ready?" Manager hyung and I nod.

When it's time to go to stage I follow manager hyung and a few staff members. I wait for my cue to walk on. When it's time manager hyung pats me on the back and wishes me luck as I get into my position on stage.

*Alex's pov*
Tristyn and I sit in our seats watching the other performers. I barely pay attention to the others though. My minds to wrapped up on why I'm here.

Jungkook and I haven't talked in weeks. Granted mostly is because of his work schedule, but still. I miss talking to him.

Like a lot.

A lot a lot.

Like a lot a lot a lot a lo-

"Al what you thinking so hard about?" Tristyn asks.

"Nothing, just mentally preparing myself for when the guys perform." I say truthfully.

Even though Jungkook and I don't talk, doesn't mean I'm still not a fan. I've actually gotten really into them.

"Girl same, I've only watched a few of their practices, but from what I saw they are really good."

"When is the guys' first performance anyway?" Cole asks.

Cole and James joined us. We invited Steve and Hana, but they are on a vacation with Hana's family. Hana did tell me to take a bunch of photos and videos.

"Mmm." Tristyn hums and looks at her phone, "in about 3 minutes."

"Woah really? I thought they were later on?" James says and Tristyn shakes her head before answering.

"They have a performance coming up, then they have one later on. I also think, according to what Namjoon told me, they were also ending the show with another performance."

Before any of us could say anything else the MC's announce the next performance. Music begins to play and we all snapped our attention to the stage.

Oh My God....

Is he trying to kill me? I think he's trying to kill me. The amount of disrespect that is being shown on that stage right now is just- I can't.

Jeon Jungkook is gong to be the death of me.

And I'm actually okay with that.

I feel Tristyn nudge my side and I hold up a hand. I can't pry my eyes off of him. Even when I try, I don't have the power to.

I don't know what to look at.

The way he's dancing or his facial expressions.

He looks amazing.

I don't know what it is about him, wether it bing his confidence or what, but I'm hooked. I probably look like a love sick food right now.

I glance around to see anyone else's reactions and I don't like a few of them. Some are like me and are mesmerized. A few aren't really paying attention. Then you have the fan girls. I don't mind them because I'm a fangirl, but when they are mentally undressing the the guy that you are in love with... it's a bit annoying.

Hold up!

Did I just say I'm in love with him?

Do I love him?

I mean all the feelings I've been feeling lately, would make sense.

Is this what it feels like to be in love? Being jealous? Thinking way to much? Blushing whenever he grabs or bumps my hand with his? Feeling my heart flutter whenever he looks at me with those eyes that can make anyone hypnotized? Noticing he tilts his head a little when he's confused or not sure of something? How he'll poke his tongue on the inside of one of his cheeks whenever he is jealous or upset? How he thinks he always has to do that eyebrow raising thing that literally drives me crazy? How focused he looks when someone is talking to him?

Is that what being in Love is like? Noticing all those things and feeling all those wonderful, extreme, and confusing feelings?

Because if so then...

I'm in love with Jeon Jungkook.

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A/N
First off I realized after writing this that they performed Rainism last, but for the sake of the story and my sanity I'm flipping it to where Rainism was first and then so on with the covers/performances they had.

Secondly this chapter took FOREVER to write because it kept wanting to delete and not save ugh!! But anyway I hoped you enjoyed reading this chapter.

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