Change is Happening ✔️

Truth

JJ pov...

---Flashback---

Two months ago...

I gave over my code only I wrote it in backwards so it would work but secretly sends out for help with the code word blackbird. Hastings had me hanging from the ceiling down in the basement, he threatened to rape me if Cruz didn't give up the code. I told him it was alright as he couldn't have the code. Cruz refused and dragged away when I heard the gunshot and his short scream.

I look at Hastings and he just laughs before pulling down my pants and raping me. He pull my pants back up and hits me in the face before walking away.

I hear a crash and see Emily next to me, I can't tell if she is real or not. She says "don't worry we got you Jayge"

I realize that they are actually here, I say "I knew they would call you. I knew it"

Emily helps me down and asks "are you ok?"

I nod and we walk out together. We meet up with Hotch who says "Hastings and Askari are both dead, Cruz in on his was to hospital.

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I cannot get that day out of my head, I never told anyone what happened. I was told to tell them when I am ready, I don't know when that would be.

Since then I have barely slept as it takes me back to the basement and the memories in my nightmares. Which is why at 2am I am still awake. I start to feel sick so go to the bathroom trying not to wake Will up, I throw up and clean my teeth before I realize what this could mean.

I get dressed and head out to the shop where I buy a pregnancy test and go into the bathroom to take the test. After waiting the timer on my phone goes off and I check the test, it comes back to what I thought positive.

I head back home and watch TV, after a few hours I know the boys will be up soon so I make pancakes for breakfast for us. Henry comes out with Will following behind him. We eat and talk before taking Henry to school and coming back home.

Will asks "where were you last night, I woke up and you weren't home"

I say "it's none of your business"

He says "stop pushing me out JJ, we are married I don't know how long we can last if you don't talk to me"

I say "I don't want to talk about it"

He says "JJ we have been fighting non stop for the last two months, you need to start letting me in"

I shake my head before saying "No Will I don't"

He says "Fine I'm done. We have been fighting too much, it's been months and the last two months have been even worse. I know you are having problems but we just don't work anymore"

I nod and he says "I want a divorce Jennifer"

I say "okay, what do we do about Henry?"

He says "you can have full custody, I will still do phone calls and skype just not see him in person. I got offered a job back in New Orleans and I'm going to take it, it's probably better this way"

I hug him and say "Okay, I will always love you Will"

He smiles and says "I will always love you too Jennifer but I guess we were just not meant to be"

(Authors comment: Henry is about 5 years old)