'Baby Lahey' // I.L // ✔ (MAJOR EDITING)

Chapter 41

--Chapter 41--

ALEXIS' POV:

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

~Final Day Of Transformation~

Stop it, Alexis. Stop it. Stay strong, hold on.

My head spinning, I lost sooo much weight. I looked like a freaking twig and people couldn't look at me without having a tear fall out of their eye. I have scared, it was the last day of being this horrible thing, but I didn't know for sure if I was turning into a werewolf... or dying.

Isaac hated this, he hated the fact that I was in this situation, he couldn't deal with the fact that I might not make it. He'll cry and get angry easily with the others while I listened from the bedroom I was sitting in. I couldn't move a muscle and couldn't talk but yet I can scream in pain? Makes no sense, at all.

No one has visited me for about 12 hours because I'm looking like a skeleton, it was just horrible they couldn't bear the sight of me like this, I couldn't even bear it so they had to block the closet mirror so I wouldn't look at myself and cry at how I looked.

Noah was mostly on my mind, I wasn't seen him in 4 months and it was killing me not being able to see my son, the kid I carried, pushed out and took care of for 3 years, by myself. I had NO help at all. I love him so much, he makes me happy and smile. He's my baby, he always will be my baby and no one can change that...

I groaned, feeling a sharp pain rush through my body. I guess this is it. I'm either being a stupid werewolf or die during the process. I couldn't handle all this, I couldn't. I started to cry, my loud sobs filling up the quiet room. I wanted to move so bad, to hug Isaac or the others, I was so terrified and didn't want to go through this but if I don't, I'll continue to kill and one day I might even kill my loved ones and I wont take that chance so I'm going through pain for them and only them. They were family and I couldn't hurt him at all.

Then poof, another sharp pain that was more painful than the first one which made me scream out in pain. I gasped when I quickly rolled over, my bones feel like their glass that breaks so easily and felt like they broke every time I moved.

I cant do this -I thought to myself-

Yes, you can. -The voice in my head said.-

Keep going, You're almost there. Don't stop, stay strong. Don't want to leave poor Noah and Isaac... do you? -The voice in my head had a dark, scary voice and he chuckled afterwards.-

I screamed again, I felt like I was getting stabbed in the chest over and over. Fuck this. I cant sit here, sick, going through these changes that are killing me badly.

Keep going. -He said-

Keep going, now. Stop and your family is dead. -He added-

I shut my eyes tightly, wanting someone to get in here and actually help! No way I couldn't do this without them coaching me through this, I don't want this creepy... dude? that's in my head, threatening me to do it or else my family is dead. Whatever, fuck you little creepy... demon?

I can read your thoughts. That's not really nice. -I can tell he was smirking-

Whatever. -I thought-

My screams were getting louder and louder, echoing around Derek's loft. They still weren't in here, or were they and I just couldn't hear them? I didn't dare open my eyes, it was too painful, it was dreadful to go through all this at freaking 23 years old. What the hell? Who is 23, with a 5 year old at home and got the bite because they got beat up by Alphas and turned into a demon instead of a werewolf and is now going through horrible changes to finally be a werewolf, but also if I couldn't make it, I'm dead.

I need to stop thinking like this and actually try to stay alive for mostly all these people that I've grown to love so much. In my mind, they were helping me. I was pretending they were there, talking me through it, I pretended Noah was there, watching while crying. I CANT DO THIS.

KEEP GOING OR ELSE NOAH IS DEAD. -He shouted really loud-

I covered my ears, feeling my werewolf teeth come in. I breathed heavy, I couldn't control my breath, it felt like someone was choking me or I was having a bad panic attack.

Alexis?

"Alexis!" I opened my eyes a tiny bit to see Isaac, cupping my face.

He looked like he was trying to wake me up for hours. I looked around the room, they were there. All of them. Isaac, Stiles, Allison, Lydia, Scott, Derek and the twins. I smiled weakly, probably looking like crap trying to smile but they seen the message and smiled back.

Go. -He whispered- Go, now! -He said a bit louder-

My eyes tightly closed again, clutching my stomach and curled into a small ball. I couldn't explain how bad it was to go through this, it was too much.

My screams were louder than ever, they were probably covering their ears because my screams were so loud. It was basically like Lydia's banshee screams but a tiny bit louder.

Then it happened, I took a deep breath then blacked out.

*

I opened my eyes slowly to my name being called, slowly, I looked around the room at the faces that I saw before I blacked out smiling at me.

"YOU DID IT!" Stiles shouted, tackling me and the others joined in for a group hug.

Well done, wolf. -He clapped his hands.-

The first thing I said was.

"Where's Noah? I gotta see him!" I sat up and they all smiled wider.

Then Isaac walked in with my baby boy in his arms, I honestly felt like I was going to bawl my eyes out. I've missed him so very much, I've also missed everyone else more than ever and being able to be alive and awake to them waiting for me is unbelievable....

I'll return, Lex. I'll be with you for a whileeee.

*************

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! With a chapter of course cx

I missed you guys, did you miss me :3

I've made--- well actually my friend made a instagram for this fanfic

@BabyLaheyFanfic

Go followwwww! Hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Vote, comment, and follow me of course!

You guys can message me any time if needed. I love youuuuu xx