Story Ideas

Idea #45

[ Not the One ]

It was a cold outside. Yet, I was with him, watching the beautiful stars as they twinkle from above and enjoying the calmness of the night.

Napatingin ako sa kanya. In an instant, my heart melted. I felt warm and fuzzy as I gazed at him, adoring every inch of his face.

I always loved how my stomach would twist whenever he'd compliment me or call me pretty, or how my face would heat up whenever he'd be such a gentleman and do sweet things to me.

He was not the type who'd be the popular guy or someone who'd be chased after by girls. He had flaws but despite it all, I loved him for being him.

I felt contented with him and I couldn't even look or ask for more. He became my everything, my special someone in just a matter of months.

I was happy with him and being with him.

However, amidst it all, I also felt pain.

All the dreams I had with us being together will remain just that -- as dreams.

There's been a point in time that I thought he'd be the one. Pero, when I thought that he'd only see me as a friend and nothing more, I stopped myself from liking him.

But I didn't succeed, didn't I? I still do like him and it pains me that we couldn't be what I want us to be.

He was a very good friend of mine, pero confessing now would mean risking our friendship. I wouldn't know what to do without him, he was the only guy that mattered to me.

So, maybe he wasn't the one for me, but deep down I still wanted him to be.

Aren't I just a fool for thinking that, though?