A couple months later...
"I still can't believe you're doing this" Stacey said as I removed my top and bra. We were at a tattoo and piercing place and I was getting my nipples pierced.
"I can't believe it either, but I always wanted to pierce them so why not" I shrugged. I got my belly button pierced around my nineteenth birthday earlier this year and a couple months after that I got a Tattoo on my side by my abdomen. We are now in October, the year is almost over and I'll say this had to be one of my reckless years, I just been spontaneous on what I wanted to do when it came to my body.
I've been thinking about a lot lately and I'm getting older and that playing games shit is getting extremely old so I'm not on that anymore, whenever the opportunity comes I'll just do it. Paul isn't on that sex thing still, I'm usually bringing shit up sometimes, and I still get the one worded responses. I don't blame him though, I basically made my bed by playing games so I have to lay in it but trust and believe the next time I see him, I'm going to make it possible. We still been on and off about these feelings, I don't know if it's still here or not, I believe it's not cause I see more off days then on just like the time I told him I real deal love him.
I was at Stacey's house chilling and we came up with a prank that I was going to text him and tell him that I really love him but not on any best friend shit. She didn't want me to do that prank because she thought I didn't feel like that for real, Stacey has always been confused with Paul and I's relationship and I stopped explaining shit to her ever since the argument we had when I was trying to forgive her when she had suck his dick.
I told Stacey, I actually do love him, best friend or not still doesn't make a difference so she told me to go for it.
Me: Paul I have something important to tell you
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: What
Me: Like on some real shit what I'm about to tell you might catch you off guard, but please don't look at anything differently. I don't want anything to change but like I love you and not on some best friend shit
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: 👀👀👀👀👀 are you joking
I laughed at how he already knew I don't say stuff like this unless it's a prank. I couldn't continue it because I started getting scared; I don't voice my feelings like that.
Me: yea I was going to continue it but it's just weird as fuck so no
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: 😂😂😂😂😂
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: are you sure it's a joke? 🤔
I felt a little brave and I felt bad if I said yes it's a joke because it's not entirely a joke I honestly do love him so let me see if I can carry this out without chickening out.
Me: uhmmmm maybe not 😳
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: lol Shanice be honest
Me: 😳
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: 🤔
Me: you believe me?
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: that's not what I asked.
Me: it was a joke
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: hmmm
Me: naw for real though I was serious
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: stop I need one answer
Me: yea I was serious
Bestfriend😍👊🏽😘: so you tried to lie to me
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